a word's just a word till you mean what you say

Last day of school was okaaaaay i guess. Laughed alot.

Last recess w netballers! We rly need a name hahah cos netballers = the whole team, and i'm far too lazy to type every single one of them, so let me just call them the Spastics for now. Took pictures! Most are effing gay and with Boobalie duh. Plz upload spas! :) Makes me sad that we wont have recess with them anymore. I mean i know we'll see each other around but........

Ah nvrm.

Am super addicted to Chocolate Love, SNSD version! Omg i love those girls loads. Top of my list of fave girl groups after 2NE1. Love Tiffany and Taeyeon! (Note the double F not single F, if you get what i mean. I know you do Nat!)

I would like to end with a freaking lolworthy picture.

Bye drive safe!
Asyikin xx

today was...

so fking disappointing

it hurts when you know you gave your all but your all is not good enough

Mardhiyyah Smbms October 19 at 7:20pm

Sigh. This kind of thing is really kind of common. You know xx? She has lots of complaints about netball. It's okay. Believe in what's morally right. I was suppose to be in netball if not for track picking me and having more rights. I used to think that it would be better if I was in netball. But it's all the same. It's not your teammates though. They didn't make the decision. So yeah, at the end of the day, you're still a team. And make the best out of it. Being in a team includes cheering your team members on. Change your thoughts, and you change your world. When Allah doesn't give you something you want, it means that He has something bigger arranged for you. (:

.........but my senior mardhiyyah gave me some advice that meant the world to me, and thus i thank her from the bottom of my heart♥

at the end of the day, i'm so glad that i have the bestest teammates ever - people that i can rely on 24/7. i love you all ♥

And p/s: No, im not talking bout our date at suntec, girlfs. You guys rock! Will post about my day out + Tammy's loveletter later.

i can wait forever

Had a great talk with Shahf just now on the bus ride home, its been so long

Nothing's back to normal but whatevs, we'll work it out

Did i tell you how much I love my seniors? I love them alot alot alot alot alot.

Awesomest people on the surface of the Earth! :D And I just realised, none of the nball seniors read my blog. Good that they don't :) Sometimes I wonder next year my juniors and I, Will we be close? I really, really hope so B) Then we (cedar prata) will be like the coolest seniors ever.

Just now TOP period was real fun. Loved sitting with the Netballers. Imagine if i'd accepted Mr Tan's offer for me to go jumps. I'll be like in

~Cedar Track and Field~

Hahahah just had to add the wings there. Track's really good and godly.

I love love Cedar Girls'!
And that is precisely why I am going back to Meridian to promote the sexiest girls school alive B)

Tay just called me and I agreed to go and promote to the top 2 classes lol.

(I'm sorry for the incoherent ramblings and so on. TOP and Ri on my desktop is killing me)

Okay fishies, off to write my special letter for Arinahlove! :)

im your number 1

K ive been opening blogger.com/post-create but i've been surfing website after website after website........... i'm even procrastinating online w.t.f.

Firstly, i failed my maths by 1/2 mark and my science just passed on the dot.
LIKE ON THE DOT. I was so effing disappointed in myself i basically sobbed at my seat lah. 1/2 of the class failed too. MASA wasn't very nice during Maths either. quit harping alrdy! we know we suck ok, move on! Then aft his class ran to toilet, Sarah cried like fountain and everyone ard were comforting her/crying along with her. Think MASA saw cos during sci he was like v nice and funny and made this speech abt "1O girls just as good as the 1C/1H girls out there" and the "show me what youre made of" kinda stuff which made me sniffle. Heh ok.

Secondly, Diviya was nice.
Oklah she's always nice but yst she was being super nice and comforting about me screwing up can, and she even treated me to oldchangkee :( i feel super bad cos she had v little money left
and i refused like hell-l-l but she insisted so yeah.. :) She also listened to me major crapping/ranting abt my life. 8D

Thirdly, Netball trng was funnest in a long time.
Netball has always been fun but yst training was god, awesome epicness amazingness wowness.
Did a killer run, survived it haha. It felt goooood. Then some funny situps/jumping jacks thingy while the shooters did their thing. Jiwon was talking bout her undies and claimed i like them. Hahhaahahah my undies nicer tyvm :) Then played Bball!!!! Omg that was duper fun. Played in the wet bball court and yeahhh ppl fell and tripped and did funny movements and did alot of "act-pro" bouncing only to get the ball snatched and ppl snatching the ball till they rolled on the floor. And Jiwon fell into that puddle of water HAHAHAHA. And Samyata's neon blood. Alot of funny like hell moments i swore i just ran back and forth laughing. Okay i need to stop now or else i'll go on and on.

Fourthly, I like this layout.
Its nice and clean and sleek. And i like my songs toooooO!

Fifthly, I shall go do something more productive.
Like watching Intimate Note/Family Outing. Bye!



AND OMGZWTF i didn't mention bong/tabi/baby/yb/ds or any korean related stuff HA.
I'm blogging about actual life!!! :>

cedar netball team

Today's training was HELL. We had to play some court game and for each time we lost possession we have to run and we run more than 20 times (for first half only!) . Didn't eat for lunch and recess. Sun was insanely bright everyone looked like they were going to die. Seriously. Then the seniors started running with us for motivation and encouragement, even though they don't have to. They ran almost all with us. Mingzhen and Ainsley ran ard the court 11 times for us. Thanks lots guys. Was subbed in the second half cannot take it, d-e-a-d.

I will improve my game.
Watch and see.
MUST CAN WILL! :D

CIP for DSA on Sat.
Can skip tuition + madrasah.
Happyyyy!