a word's just a word till you mean what you say

Last day of school was okaaaaay i guess. Laughed alot.

Last recess w netballers! We rly need a name hahah cos netballers = the whole team, and i'm far too lazy to type every single one of them, so let me just call them the Spastics for now. Took pictures! Most are effing gay and with Boobalie duh. Plz upload spas! :) Makes me sad that we wont have recess with them anymore. I mean i know we'll see each other around but........

Ah nvrm.

Am super addicted to Chocolate Love, SNSD version! Omg i love those girls loads. Top of my list of fave girl groups after 2NE1. Love Tiffany and Taeyeon! (Note the double F not single F, if you get what i mean. I know you do Nat!)

I would like to end with a freaking lolworthy picture.

Bye drive safe!
Asyikin xx

and i'm sitting here, waiting like a fool

Only i'm capable of screwing up.

Eng - A2

Malay - A2 (!!!!!!!!!!)

Hist - A1

Geog - B3

Lit - C5 (HAHAHA)

Sci - C5

Maths - D7

DnT (irrelevant, but w/e) - A1

I'm really happy with my history and malay. Told my mum bout my malay and how

i'm secretly smart in malay thru sms and she replied, "What an amazing discovery huh!"

How sarcastic.

Hahaha w/e. My malay sucks as hell though. Told my mum via sms all my results and i put history the last and then she went "Oh good good" I bet she didn't see the sucky science + maths marks! Hahaha. Then my dad called from Hong Kong/Indonesia/China whatever country he's in now and i told him that i failed maths first then i proceeded to tell the rest of my sucky results.

And he totally did not acknowledge my science + lit results too! C5 leh C5 doesn't anyone care!! He told me to take History in sec 3 and i think i will too, with Natalie my boob and Shahfiqah cos we love history. Yay. And he said to work harder for my maths.... but no one gave me a hard time about my results! B)

Oh and for the sake of Arinah, here's my capslock draft (I made a draft yst night cos i was so sure i flunk maths. How true) :

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA OMG I FAILED MATHS AGAIN HAHAHA THE IRONY AFTER DOING MATHS NOTES AGAIN AND AGAIN UNTIL 2-3AM FORSAKING HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND PROBABLY LOSING THEIR FRIENDSHIP FOR THE SAKE OF MY PRECIOUS B3/B4 GOD IM NOT EVEN ASKING FOR AN A1 BUT YET I FAILED AGAIN! HAHAHAHAHA WOW TOLD YOU MATHS JUST DOES NOT PROCESS IN THE TINY VACCUUM CALLED MY BRAIN HAHAHA I SHOULD JUST HAVE A BUNGEE JUMP DOWN THE OVERHEAD BRIDGE NEAR THE 23 BUS STOP SHOULD I? YES I SHOULD AND I WILL BRING T.O.P'S PHOTO WITH ME WOW AND NEXT TWO YEARS I HAVE TO TAKE A MATHS WHEN IM FLUNKING ONE PATHETIC MATH SUBJECT THAT MY OTHER CLASSMATES ARE PROBABLY DOING EXCEPTIONALLY WELL IN IT "WOW ANOTHER A1 FOR YOU?" OH I GOT A BLOODY D7! AM I JUST AWESOME YES I KNOW IM FUCKING CAPABLE OF SCREWING UP EVERYTHING!

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(before you report me to the bibi counsellor or something, im not going to bungee jump -.-)

Yah anw. Before that gave Diviya and Tammy's presents at the canteen! Topshop underwear yo.

They were happy (Diviya was overjoyed) and i kept on laughing cos they showed the undies to everyone in the canteen. (And manda poked samyata's eye with div's undies.)

This page is reserved for koping of Natalie's pictures!

P/S: Training sucked today >:l

i've got this lump in my throat and its not going away.

Time heals all wounds, right?
Mine is still fresh. In fact, day by day, it becomes worser.
Park Jaebeom, missing you.
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Training today was.... (fillintheblanks)
Played friendly with Broadrick Sec.
First game, I defended quite well.
Second game was terrible, ugh. A lot of mistakes ):

So what if we won?
Broadrick's not up to Cedar standard.
Come on, Zonals Top 4.
We can do it.
We are not 13, we are ONE.

Finished my maths -all questions done-
New feat, no blankssss.
Now am off to Geog and my h/w is done.

Cheer up Yufang. We're all behind you.
I feel so drained out.
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Edit: This post has no smileyfaces.
I feel like a zombie.


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Tammy Tan i cant believe he just left like that.its like one moment he's there and the next he's gone. 2PM will never be the same ever again.:'(

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Nurul Asyikin

)': I effing hate netizens.

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Tammy Tan

im just blaming the antis who did all the suicide shit.

not only did they get jaebeom into deep shit,and probably destroyed his career,they took away a leader,broke up a couple,cause fans to die or whatever they do,and they freaking caused wooyoung to be HOSPITALIZED!!!!

"fucked up" doesnt even cover half of it

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Tammy Tan

god,im pissed

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Nurul Asyikin

i know wooyoung freaking fainted!! it was what, 4 yrs ago, he was lonely in korea, cannot speak korean and just wrote that to confide in his best friend and ppl are slamming him JUST BECAUSE OF THAT. and now hes going back to seattle. i hope the stupid antis are freaking proud of themselves

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Nurul Asyikin

i havent been a 2pm "hottest" for long but srsly....IT PISSES ME OFF

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Useful Links to read before you attempt to figure out what's going on:

Jaebeom's high school friend's comment [here]

Allkpop [here]

Me and Tammy's pissed off conversation [here] or above ^

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Korean netizens, are you freaking happy now? You ruined his career already.

"Fucked up" doesn't even cover half of it - Tammy

Jaebeom you will always be our one and only hyung, our leader, our star

No one will replace you, i'll make sure of it.

“We stand, believe, and love only 7. No more, no less, no one else.”

the sacrifices i did to make you proud,

:( I feel depressed suddenly after watching this video. This isn't what a person his age should go through. This just shows the sacrifices he did to make bb and his hyungs proud :'( SEUNGRI HWAITING! FTW manz.

Love those eyes. I think this photo looks better than the ones realeased earlier cuz it looks more human. Okay, I can see the GD in this :> I can feel him through his eyes.

ps: will blog tomorrow about today. Am leaving my baby's pic up here for the whole world to admire/ogle/drool/get jealous/love/appreciate/scream/go crazy at! Am loving jiyong!

And speaking of which, i gotta go continue studying mitochondria(s). Hah. To make my parents proud :)

P/s: New skin. Can't stand the wideness of the previous one, hehehe.

now i know,

listening to: I dont care - 2NE1

mood: sleeepy

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I think this picture is by far one of the most happiest and natural pictures ever,

:')

k 1.38pm now. i did nothing productive online today besides going online and uploading pics. ):
shall now screw up my CTs anym, studying tmr! watched BOF abit on channel U but i found it xxtremely weird cos of the dual sound and the weird chinesey voice so change channel and watch Crimewatch, v. fascinating hahah and the JI leader thingy's name is Noordin TOP! Hahaha TOP!!! (k nvm if you dont get it) Like BB TOP! Hahaha omg funnnaye.

I don't care by 2NE1's v addictive and v diff from Fire, i must say (:

Changed my blogsong again. Ok 1.41am, slept 5 hrs only todayyst so i'm a sleep-deprived monster :D

Team tee, anyone? (:

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“I never did. I was always Big Bang’s stupid, dispensable, not-as-good-as-Jiyong, nearly-didn’t-make-it maknae and it made me so sick I could throw up.”

AWWW SEUNGRI!