without words

I like this ^ picture above. Can't help staring ideky. Even though Ji's face is practically non-existent and the animations move too fast i like it so much :> Maybe because Ri looks good screaming (boy has got good hair the past few days) and TOP looks like a bad ass. Miss my big bang boys sfm. I feel quite guilty actually, cos i've been devoting myself to 2pm so much i forgot about these ^ boys that brought me to the kpop world. Aghhhhh. I don't even know why but that stupid RI faggot said something that made me quite :/ actually.

"You are not a true V.I.P"

Well you say that I may be shallow cos i take offence over these kinda stuff easily but it made me relate to more rl stuff.
It is quite true, when I'm doing something else I'm always neglecting the other. Like for example, studies, family friends etc etc etc. When I'm around w my teammates i tend to neglect other friends and stuff. Mianhae~

And i've been a terrible person, so cranky and annoying. I get annoyed at the littlest things, and I snap back at my parents so easily, and they'll give me the x342524 on repeat "bad influence at Cedar/i regretted sending you there" thought. And the sad thing is I don't really feel sad about it anymore. Shit. I'm supposed to care when my parents scold me, but now I'm just turning a deaf ear. And I have like a massssssive ego so when I'm in the wrong I don't really admit it; I don't apologize easily.

Ok I have no idea what I'm yabbering about, so yes i think i'd better leave LJ and start on my last two episodes of YB while eating ramen. I hope it'll calm me down a little. And yeah, managed Your Call and Haru Haru on guitar. Fingers are so numb rn, i can't feel anything. Am going to start with Tired Of Waiting if i have the time.

YB here I come for you! Plz do not disappoint me.

the sacrifices i did to make you proud,

:( I feel depressed suddenly after watching this video. This isn't what a person his age should go through. This just shows the sacrifices he did to make bb and his hyungs proud :'( SEUNGRI HWAITING! FTW manz.

Love those eyes. I think this photo looks better than the ones realeased earlier cuz it looks more human. Okay, I can see the GD in this :> I can feel him through his eyes.

ps: will blog tomorrow about today. Am leaving my baby's pic up here for the whole world to admire/ogle/drool/get jealous/love/appreciate/scream/go crazy at! Am loving jiyong!

And speaking of which, i gotta go continue studying mitochondria(s). Hah. To make my parents proud :)

P/s: New skin. Can't stand the wideness of the previous one, hehehe.

let's be nothing, i heard it lasts forever.

HAHAHAH omg i am smirking to myself...

you make it sound as if you and him were so close but in reality he's freaked out that you're acting all buddy-buddy with him!! omg gayn00b funny.

nadhrah call me againz pls,

i need to tell u something funny!

/fangirl moment

and nah, here's a bigass photo of bb for your viewing pleasure.

GD look abit like Kim Jeong Hoon in this pic. Cuteass (:

and another one..

G-ri together, in almost all of the photos for the ldf photoshoot. omg so sweet can get nosebleed.

And i just might as well add in DS+SR photoshoot pic cuz it looks cute. :) GRI rocks whee whee (Y)(Y)

and allkpop is addictive! ugh. h8 you sarah for intro-ing to me!! gahhhhhhhh

BB at the amusement park:

1) More g-ri love!!

2) TOP acting like a kiddo,"I want more ice-cream!"

3) Their cuteness, omooooo~

4) Did i mention g-ri??

OMOOO KWON JIYONG WHY ARE YOU SO CUTEEEEEE

/fangirl moment over

I AM HAPPY TODAY.

back to studying! (:

omg, i totally didn't mean for this to be a bbfangirl post...but i was distracted T.T
sorryyyy x9283^28!!

now i know,

listening to: I dont care - 2NE1

mood: sleeepy

\m/

I think this picture is by far one of the most happiest and natural pictures ever,

:')

k 1.38pm now. i did nothing productive online today besides going online and uploading pics. ):
shall now screw up my CTs anym, studying tmr! watched BOF abit on channel U but i found it xxtremely weird cos of the dual sound and the weird chinesey voice so change channel and watch Crimewatch, v. fascinating hahah and the JI leader thingy's name is Noordin TOP! Hahaha TOP!!! (k nvm if you dont get it) Like BB TOP! Hahaha omg funnnaye.

I don't care by 2NE1's v addictive and v diff from Fire, i must say (:

Changed my blogsong again. Ok 1.41am, slept 5 hrs only todayyst so i'm a sleep-deprived monster :D

Team tee, anyone? (:

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“I never did. I was always Big Bang’s stupid, dispensable, not-as-good-as-Jiyong, nearly-didn’t-make-it maknae and it made me so sick I could throw up.”

AWWW SEUNGRI!

oh i was so wrong, i can't live without you

"without you i'll be miserable at best,"

training yesterday was awesome, only the sec ones came yayyyy :D
i think the sec ones are super bonded alr. hehe.

anw today was the informal "revealing-day" and my angel was..

DIVIYA ZOMGZZZXSFDC

totally unexpected lah! hahah anw yay (:

today was boring, except P and D entertained me with the "Would You Rather?" game. :B

let me end of with my dearest seungri & top oppa.

xxxx

24/7, you are my heaven

Kwon Jiyong you may have center-parted-with-headband-weirdo hair (for now) and that i may miss your half-spiked hair,

But i still heart you! (:
TEE HEE.


does it take your breath away?
you're in ruins.

tonight i've fallen and i can't get up

Today's DSA trials was......odd.
Very fast! & We took a grand total of,
1 photo. And idkwhy i always type 'trials' as 'trails'!
:/

CTs are coming! ):
I hereby give you people permission to scold me if you see my blog or on my MSN.
Raaaaawr.

STUPID NUTALEE GO SAY I SAY SWIEEN GOT SEXY BUTT WTFZZ!!
STUPID OBAMA U GO JB LAH! Hahahahah :)

SHAHFIQAH BOUGHT NEW TENNIS SHOES!
ALL HAIL! :)

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Omg funnnnnnyyyyyyy!
Big Bang Coffee Prince/BOF Parody!






Click here and here to watch the BOF parody (:
Hahahah Coffee Prince one damn funny, they're all gays hee hee.
Love the part where Seungri and Daesung just pops up singing :P

The BOF one, omg girly Daesung with pigtails omg priceless!
TOP looks mad hotter than Junpyo/Tsukasa caaaaaaaaaaaaan and when everytime TOP says
"Shit!" after every kiss just cracks me up and Seungri as Jihooo rockssss
TOP with semi curly hair, aaahhh hotness (:

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