so just pull the trigger

Finally watched You're Beautiful! The ending was romantic and amazing and woooow. 22390248334737x better than BOF i swear!

Okay, fangirling aside, went to Cedar Open House today. Got dad to send me, confirm i get lost one, so yeah. Reached and started putting up the deco and stuff. Ferrero rochers got finished first - thanks to Guting and Maureen (i think, idk their names) keep coming back! But nvrm, must share. B) Did duty, earned about 5hrs+/- CIP hours! So total this year i have...

8 hours HAHAHA so pathetic. I'm not like those nolifers who chiong CIP hours! (Although now i admit i dont rly have a life, me + comp = not good) K anw, went exploring around the new school, frikkin humongous, but it doesn't feel schoolish to me, somehow. Double storey library (damn cool) and bigger classrooms and stuff. But it feels more like a museum!!! Miss my old gay ugly school, which is very very convinient and is near everywhere. ♥

Anyway! Was v sianzzz so me shahf nat yy went to pp! V long walk in the hot sun and some more we walk damn slow! Sianzzzzing. After eating at kfc went to boonkeng, 31-ed to pp (PARKWAY PARADE not potong pasir now! Hahaha, so confusing right!) and went to get our nail polish! Red, yellow, pink, orange and blue! I CAN SEE A RAINBOWWWW.

Yeah, then cotton on, bought shorts, went to get more nail polish, walked to bus stop, 31-ed to kallang and went home. Fun dayyyy, missed my girls sfm! Gave all of them a hug B) shahf nat arinah diviya skye sarah and etc. ♥

you do not know how much i love this gundus sfm.

without words

I like this ^ picture above. Can't help staring ideky. Even though Ji's face is practically non-existent and the animations move too fast i like it so much :> Maybe because Ri looks good screaming (boy has got good hair the past few days) and TOP looks like a bad ass. Miss my big bang boys sfm. I feel quite guilty actually, cos i've been devoting myself to 2pm so much i forgot about these ^ boys that brought me to the kpop world. Aghhhhh. I don't even know why but that stupid RI faggot said something that made me quite :/ actually.

"You are not a true V.I.P"

Well you say that I may be shallow cos i take offence over these kinda stuff easily but it made me relate to more rl stuff.
It is quite true, when I'm doing something else I'm always neglecting the other. Like for example, studies, family friends etc etc etc. When I'm around w my teammates i tend to neglect other friends and stuff. Mianhae~

And i've been a terrible person, so cranky and annoying. I get annoyed at the littlest things, and I snap back at my parents so easily, and they'll give me the x342524 on repeat "bad influence at Cedar/i regretted sending you there" thought. And the sad thing is I don't really feel sad about it anymore. Shit. I'm supposed to care when my parents scold me, but now I'm just turning a deaf ear. And I have like a massssssive ego so when I'm in the wrong I don't really admit it; I don't apologize easily.

Ok I have no idea what I'm yabbering about, so yes i think i'd better leave LJ and start on my last two episodes of YB while eating ramen. I hope it'll calm me down a little. And yeah, managed Your Call and Haru Haru on guitar. Fingers are so numb rn, i can't feel anything. Am going to start with Tired Of Waiting if i have the time.

YB here I come for you! Plz do not disappoint me.

good shoes will take you places

K short post for today before I go watch You're Beautiful! Going out for lunch on monday w/ Zixin at ard Serangoon after we collect our albums :D Only thing is we have no idea how to navigate around Serangoon. Confirm lost.

K bye! I'm off to see my Shinwoo!

HEROES

lovelovelovelovelove

Went to eat at leisure before going to carnival, w/ my teammates! Then went to knc and found out i was playing for st.margs -__- was pissed but then afterawhile it was fun. Too bad we were in B'div! I bet if we were in C'div it would have been funner. And i just found out our team not too bad ahha. Shamirah and Shahfiqah has potential to be kanchiong shooters! Esp shamirah. Effin' cute!

K anw, first few matches were terrible but then after that it was fun, even Sarine lightened up abit. We were so highhhhh! And our positions super anyhow one, hahahah. Lyf went back to her old position of a GD which I think was pretty goood! She + Sarine = Good combi :P

Yujun was C, Shahf was GA, Shamirah GS, Me WA, Lyf GD Sarine GK Afika/Tifany WD. Hahahah i quite like this (although extremely gay) sub-team! Although obvs there's one extra person... *coughSarinecough*

Played 5-6 games in a row! Fun!

Natalie called Yufang LYF. I think itz cool. We should all call her that.
K im going to watch You're Beautiful now! 2397327 times better thn BOF.

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