She's such a loser.
She’s not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they’re made. She understands that she might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them. She knows that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out.
There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s best. You can’t always expect people to care, and even when you’re best friends stab you in the front, don’t think for one minute that they didn’t already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out too soon, that in this life you’re your own best friend.
Everyone will be broken at some point their life and more often than not, it’s gonna hurt like hell. But you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate. Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don’t know what it is and when it happens it will hit you like a ton of bricks.
Stuff like that is meant to happen. Over time, certain things no longer have an effect on her and that happens cause it’s the way it’s supposed to be. But she’ll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. But it might catch you off guard and happen sooner. I mean, ask her. She knows.
She's Me.
