SELF DESTRUCT

i hate goodbyes

2009-12-31T08:59:00.000-08:00

01/01/10
Time to begin the new year afresh.
A new start, a new change, a new everything.
2009, you've been awesome to me, although some parts of you pretty much sucked.
2010, please be awesome to me, i've suffered enough for the past 365 days.

(Moved)
Relink when you're not so lazy :)

only you~ niga anim nal guchil su eobseo~

2009-12-28T07:14:00.000-08:00

Omg i love zoe and vern, they srsly make my day haha. Spazzing over anyone and anything = love! ilu guys sfm must meet up okayyyyy it's funny how we get along so well when we've never met xD power of fangirling = instant friends \o/ ZOEABS ZOEABS ZOEABS *can't get over your nickname hahaha*

Okay Zakiy i've updated! Teeheehee. Oh and did i mention that Hakim went to imitate me and marissa on msn? Damn gay omg! He even put my pic/jbieber's as his dp omg haha hakim ilu can't believe you're a floating cap matrep with nose piercing now but i dont care e e e e e you're still my lamo custard HAHAHA no matter what so stop trying to act cool k.

testing out the cam

2009-12-21T20:24:00.000-08:00

testing out my sister's phone cam, sorry for the random shots. lol and pic #4 is the nice heart necklace damn gorgeoussss omg worth my $9 ok.

and to shahfiqah<333

SORRY SORRYYYY! :(

this is the really long chalet post

2009-12-20T01:55:00.000-08:00

Ok gurls gaiz and gays! here's the super long chalet post<3

Went to natalie's house, painted our nails~ We were damn slow with our toes, then while waiting for our toes to dry, lyf called, she was already at hg. So we rushed like mad with our nails, turned out gross like shit but w/e, ran out of the house and took 89 to hg. Was about 40 minutes late but dear yj and lyf were nice and welcoming (now everyone say awww). Bought our foodstuff and rushed to tanahmerah! Then met up with Div, Nat, Sarine, Sarah, Tammy and etc. Tammy gave me a TOP bottle and a VIP badge ajssjkdhkfff ilu foreva and Sarah gave me school books! (Y)

Reached the chalet, "explored" it and started camwhoring! (Okay, i'm not gonna put up all the camwhore pics, it's really too much) Then played cheat whereas the others started 0n their mahjong fest!

the single unglam photo of our cheat game.

So after that we ate, and proceeded to...

climb over the fence to explore the beach! (Where i got ttly dunked and am still pissed that Nat didn't get dunked, H8 U!) Oh yeah after we got totally dunked by the gross beach me g and glenda went to go bathe and dry ourselves, then joined the rest at the playground :-)

Single lone photo @ the playground, the rest all unglam, and LOOKY at diviya being the camera whore that she is! B)

Played truth or dare, would you rather, etcetcetc until we got bored and nat's mum made a surprise cameo appearance lol. Anyw got back to the wonderful sec1 chalet room (WE SEC ONES HAVE OUR OWN ROOM COOL RIGHT.) And..

played Taboo nonstop! Oh yah surprise appearance by Saranya and Sherly, our Taboo game ttly doesn't follow e rules! It's super crack and full of hilarity omg, cnt take it, and because of Saranya's funniness we missed the sunset. Lol~ Then as night came, we went to watch Sg Idol, omg i swear the volume was at max 100. We were so high! Ok then loser Tabby was out (sorry guys i dont like her HEHEHEH) left Sylvia and Sezairi! Then we went outside to the outside area (LOL) and did our lame version of Sg Idol. It was damn funny ok and i managed to mini beatbox thanks to Sarine! (Y)

It was nearing 12 so went back to our room, sang songs, jump on bed, dance w/ glowsticks, played taiti, cheat etc etc. V FUN OKAY!

Yes, last picture we all looked like drunkards HAHA,

and i'm wearing shamirah's ubercool jacket! (Y)

Did until about uhm 1-ish? Mz complained cos we were too noisy, so we did core (lmfao, yes we did) i did two only then gave up B) Then we ate (again!)

ignore the stupid face, its just to reinforce shamirah's pigginess

And then we were super despo to stay up but we really had NOTHING. TO. DO. So we...went down and watched PPG. Stupid tv, mtv neh work -.- And the volume was then at 50 or something wow, stark contrast compared to Sg Idol! 100 leh!

Dying of boredom. SO BORED I TELL YOU.

Because of our boredom, we decided to put our energy to good use by cleaning the whole place! Mopping and arranging and everything! Nat even attempted to mop the sofa omg, luckily i stopped her (Y). She mopped the stairs though. Then Swieen came down and we asked her if she noticed anything then she was like, "y'all spill something ah?" ): ): LOL. Ann loved us for cleaning though :) And we made her do core :D

Oh yeah, we decided to go out at the early hour of 5 i think, armed with blankets and towels cos it was ffff-ing freezing! And halfway Yujun managed to piss me off, yay good for her. Damn cold omg.

Yeah, tried to wait for sunrise, but abit fail lah, gave up and went back t napping (NOT EVEN NAP, just close eyes lor D:<) /playing cheat. And then some shitassery happened so we didn't go back for sunrise, gave up and then had an hour sleep, until 7.30 or something, yj and g kept on going in and out! (N) D:<

So we wanted to cycle..but then again, shitassery happened (lol is that even a word?)...

so we decided to go to the beach. Me nat and shahf totally soaked ourselves hahah (Y) although we got bitten by mysterious objects, idek :o Got back arnd 9-10, bathed and all! Played cards again (lmao, its our only source of fun), then..

Jiwon came! Then div + sec1 nballers minus geraldine + nat + jiwon played silent heartattack! Omg, chaotic (L)

Here, have some diviya pictures.

Oh yeah! Then, ordered pizza and as you can see in pic one, is Jiwon talking on the phone to her mother in Korean, and omgggg its like ajkskshjfhff damn fast. MAYBE SOMEDAY I'LL SPEAK LIKE THAT. SOME DAY. Oh ya, pizza came, jiwon left, ate! Then the rest of the sec 2s came back from Airport and jio us go bowling! (Y) although i can't bowl...

Okay, went back because we had a 1.30pm curfew and we broke it by 1/2 hour, OOPS sorry mz! :P Played cards (AGAIN!!) hahahah we kept on playing cards and ikr, it sounds boring but it's not, really!! Oh ya lyf and shamirah went back, those asssses. (N)

Kay, ex-sec fours came and then played a v odd and awkward game so i escaped halfway HAHA.

While the sec 3s started bbq-ing we went to play volleyball over the fence! And then busted Yining's ball halfway oh OOOPS. Sorry yn! Then got bored so went to the beach.

We ttly explored the rightest side of the beach and there was n-o-b-o-d-y and it's damn gorgeous and clear and omg, why didn't we go there D: but at least we discovered it, rather then not discover it at all, right? Oh ya the dirty beach ttly transformed into gorgeous beach cos of that little part! (L) it!

Went back t the room, took pictures!! Ft. Amanda now! (Since she's always disappearing HURHUR)

Okay and then we went home. I fell asleep in the MRT.

CHALET IS SO AWESOME I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR (Y) SEC 2'S PLANNING IT BETTER BE FUN AH! :)

Oh and i just realised throughout the whole two days we only slept for an hour! WAH awesome. :) (L) you all!

about that overdue chalet post....

2009-12-17T21:01:00.000-08:00

I'm writing soon ok! Im writing with full description and shit so you better not complain.
I wanted to write today, but i got lazy

Whatever...

On a completely unrelated note,
http://twitter.com/asyikinnnn
FOLLLOW ME! :D

overdue chalet post

2009-12-15T03:20:00.001-08:00

posting now, suckers!

nur nadhrah

2009-12-11T06:16:00.000-08:00

(click to enlarge)

only you

2009-12-09T22:44:00.000-08:00

So i looked at my blog that i've been abandoning and realised that it looked pretty ugly, so i edited it to make it look nicer. I know no one's gna see it cos my blog is pretty much dead, but its for self-satisfaction and uh, i'm reviving it now aren't i?

Won't start on chalet blogging because it will take up alot of time + pictures havent been uploaded yet. (Nat and Nat, photos plz?) HAHAHA did u see what i did there. Nat and Nat. Natalie and Natasha! (Y)(Y)

Anyway, let's turn this entry into a birthday post for my wild (read:loud), funny (read:annoying) bestieeeeeee Amira! :-)

HAPPY 13th Birthday Amira Amani Ibrahim! Abit stupid ah you, everyone gonna turn 14 soon you just reach 13. Hahaha, anyway! Thank you for being my bestieeee throughout the past 5+ years, although we have clearly drifted apart i'll never forget you love~

Remember p4 malay class, our names were always 100% on the board because we were so noisy? And p5 when you were so bitchy to me? :P Hahaha, emomokz kia! \o/ HAHAHAH sorry im laughing now. We used to hang out everyday @ Brontosaurus Park! :) Then going home broke and tired aft that. Neoprinting almost once a week, ohmygd we were so richhhhh $_$

Then came p6. Same malay class, cg Hartini (Y)! Soooo much fun in malay class i swear. Anw,

HSM3 date out w/ my sis + Iqah, hahaha funny like hell, and uh custard classssss \o/ forever luv man. Then Hannah Montana the Movie this year, haha you were so dumb, you cried! Stupid drama queen lah you. Oh yes, never forget the millions and gazillions of escape theme park outings! (L) W/ marissa, hilman and farhan, w/ the BOD, w/ netballers, sooo many haha!

Thanks for all the memories girl, miss you love you loads :)

Oh, and happy birthday too to my dearest junior Adilah! <3

You better promise to study hard okay! Looooove you! <3

ATIQAH LOVE

2009-12-05T07:54:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday dearest! Thank you for everything fellow fuckyeah! partner! I love you as much as I love my ramen (and thats alot!!) We have so much good times tgt, from skipping hmt to take neoprints, to watching HSM3 together haha, sex-talk with hakim and wan, YOU AND FAIZ YUSRI SITTING BESIDE EACH OTHER, YOUR STEADING WITH ZUL (NEVA FORGET) Mid-autumn festival, AFLATMINOR!

AND EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENED IN MALAY CLASS. ILU!

♥♥♥♥♥, Asyikin!

so just pull the trigger

2009-11-28T06:19:00.000-08:00

Finally watched You're Beautiful! The ending was romantic and amazing and woooow. 22390248334737x better than BOF i swear!

Okay, fangirling aside, went to Cedar Open House today. Got dad to send me, confirm i get lost one, so yeah. Reached and started putting up the deco and stuff. Ferrero rochers got finished first - thanks to Guting and Maureen (i think, idk their names) keep coming back! But nvrm, must share. B) Did duty, earned about 5hrs+/- CIP hours! So total this year i have...

8 hours HAHAHA so pathetic. I'm not like those nolifers who chiong CIP hours! (Although now i admit i dont rly have a life, me + comp = not good) K anw, went exploring around the new school, frikkin humongous, but it doesn't feel schoolish to me, somehow. Double storey library (damn cool) and bigger classrooms and stuff. But it feels more like a museum!!! Miss my old gay ugly school, which is very very convinient and is near everywhere. ♥

Anyway! Was v sianzzz so me shahf nat yy went to pp! V long walk in the hot sun and some more we walk damn slow! Sianzzzzing. After eating at kfc went to boonkeng, 31-ed to pp (PARKWAY PARADE not potong pasir now! Hahaha, so confusing right!) and went to get our nail polish! Red, yellow, pink, orange and blue! I CAN SEE A RAINBOWWWW.

Yeah, then cotton on, bought shorts, went to get more nail polish, walked to bus stop, 31-ed to kallang and went home. Fun dayyyy, missed my girls sfm! Gave all of them a hug B) shahf nat arinah diviya skye sarah and etc. ♥

you do not know how much i love this gundus sfm.

without words

2009-11-27T05:13:00.000-08:00

I like this ^ picture above. Can't help staring ideky. Even though Ji's face is practically non-existent and the animations move too fast i like it so much :> Maybe because Ri looks good screaming (boy has got good hair the past few days) and TOP looks like a bad ass. Miss my big bang boys sfm. I feel quite guilty actually, cos i've been devoting myself to 2pm so much i forgot about these ^ boys that brought me to the kpop world. Aghhhhh. I don't even know why but that stupid RI faggot said something that made me quite :/ actually.

"You are not a true V.I.P"

Well you say that I may be shallow cos i take offence over these kinda stuff easily but it made me relate to more rl stuff.
It is quite true, when I'm doing something else I'm always neglecting the other. Like for example, studies, family friends etc etc etc. When I'm around w my teammates i tend to neglect other friends and stuff. Mianhae~

And i've been a terrible person, so cranky and annoying. I get annoyed at the littlest things, and I snap back at my parents so easily, and they'll give me the x342524 on repeat "bad influence at Cedar/i regretted sending you there" thought. And the sad thing is I don't really feel sad about it anymore. Shit. I'm supposed to care when my parents scold me, but now I'm just turning a deaf ear. And I have like a massssssive ego so when I'm in the wrong I don't really admit it; I don't apologize easily.

Ok I have no idea what I'm yabbering about, so yes i think i'd better leave LJ and start on my last two episodes of YB while eating ramen. I hope it'll calm me down a little. And yeah, managed Your Call and Haru Haru on guitar. Fingers are so numb rn, i can't feel anything. Am going to start with Tired Of Waiting if i have the time.

YB here I come for you! Plz do not disappoint me.

its a conspiracy

2009-11-25T20:12:00.000-08:00

So. I'm supposed to blog.....? Well, okay. Went to Nabs house on Mon, guitar-ed (big epic fail - although i can now play one time tq ilu), watched random vids, ate, slack under her block etc etc.
Met two fanboys! Hahahahh i still can't get over the fact that we danced to Sorry Sorry under her block. Funny as haleeeee! Thankyou nabs for entertaining me. Luv ya :)

Oh and I've uploaded all the '08 pics! Funny as hell x323 we looked so gay gay gay gay! I HAVE SOME MORE MUAHAHAHA :P

Oh and Indah! 201 sey! Congratulations! :)

back to basics

2009-11-20T03:20:00.000-08:00

I'm not gonna talk about my holiday homework because duh i've not done it. :/

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile.

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Gonna be alone @ home the whole night! Parents and sisters are out.
HA-HA-HAPPY.

out of inspiration

2009-11-10T18:25:00.000-08:00

Ok i think i'm gonna abandon my blog forawhile, i got sick and bored of it and no one tags and lj is so much better cos i can fangirl all i want there and there's my fellow kukus like midsummerdeath aka ayu aka i-am-not-a-stnicks-bitchy-tracker. Midnight chatting with her's the (L)! K anyway...

Went out with Zixin on monday to collect album
Went to bishan to eat
We conclude that we have bad sense of direction
Then went to Shahfiqah's house
Watched YB again
Went home
2PM's songs released
Exxxxxxxxxcited
Going to meridian netball training later
(Y)!!!

I want this soooooooo bad it's like majorly awesome homg homg i LOVE the new songs with all my heart!!!!!!!!!!

/SPAZ ATTACK

good shoes will take you places

2009-11-06T20:07:00.000-08:00

K short post for today before I go watch You're Beautiful! Going out for lunch on monday w/ Zixin at ard Serangoon after we collect our albums :D Only thing is we have no idea how to navigate around Serangoon. Confirm lost.

K bye! I'm off to see my Shinwoo!

HEROES

2009-11-04T22:09:00.000-08:00

lovelovelovelovelove

Went to eat at leisure before going to carnival, w/ my teammates! Then went to knc and found out i was playing for st.margs -__- was pissed but then afterawhile it was fun. Too bad we were in B'div! I bet if we were in C'div it would have been funner. And i just found out our team not too bad ahha. Shamirah and Shahfiqah has potential to be kanchiong shooters! Esp shamirah. Effin' cute!

K anw, first few matches were terrible but then after that it was fun, even Sarine lightened up abit. We were so highhhhh! And our positions super anyhow one, hahahah. Lyf went back to her old position of a GD which I think was pretty goood! She + Sarine = Good combi :P

Yujun was C, Shahf was GA, Shamirah GS, Me WA, Lyf GD Sarine GK Afika/Tifany WD. Hahahah i quite like this (although extremely gay) sub-team! Although obvs there's one extra person... *coughSarinecough*

Played 5-6 games in a row! Fun!

Natalie called Yufang LYF. I think itz cool. We should all call her that.
K im going to watch You're Beautiful now! 2397327 times better thn BOF.

AMANDA KOH JIA EN STALKS MY BLOG!!!!

party in the USA

2009-11-01T19:10:00.000-08:00

Omg im super annoyed! My awesomazing music player isn't playing! Grrr. Itchy fingers.
EH but my music player is pretty right! I hate myflashfetish and then i found this website that made that music player which is chio ttm and doesn't have like 'myflashfetish.com' which totally spoils the player

but i can't seem to get it work! D:
roar.

//edit!
Smart smart me managed to figure out a way to make it work but its a very long process, like, really long. And I downloaded like 58 new songs! Saved them all on my thumbdrive, so if i lose my thumbdrive = I die. 50% of those songs are like from taylor/pixie/cobra starship/big bang

Wait that sounded funny.
Look, my music tastes are so diverse and different.

From Taylor S -> Pixie -> Cobra -> Big Bang
Country to Pop to Alternative to KPop.

HAHAHAH I wouldn't be surprised if i started listening to African music or something.

//edit!
K I GIVE UP.
Go listen to my newest song.
It's called Silence by Mymusicplayercannotwork

kisses and misses

2009-10-31T05:54:00.000-07:00

too bored to blog, livej's dead, fb's semi dead, lurking on msn, watching youtube 24/7
waiting for infinity challenge to load. !@#$%^ pain in the ass

Tagged by Siying, Facebook photo quiz!

1) Tag 5 friends.
2) You may only use ONE picture to answer that question
3) Be honest!

1. Most recent photo you've been tagged

Tagged by Diviya :D

2. Photo that you like the most

One of the photos that i like the most. I have too many! :D

3. Photo with someone whom you've just met in the last 24 hours

AMIRAROCK \m/ This picture shows how comfortable i am at your house. Hahah.

4. Photo of three people

Shahf/Sarah/Asyikin <3

5. Photo with someone who's name starts with the same letter as you

w/ Park Yejin imitation Amanda.c!

I TAG: Whoever.

K watching Infinity Challenge now! 2PM!

a word's just a word till you mean what you say

2009-10-30T04:24:00.000-07:00

Last day of school was okaaaaay i guess. Laughed alot.

Last recess w netballers! We rly need a name hahah cos netballers = the whole team, and i'm far too lazy to type every single one of them, so let me just call them the Spastics for now. Took pictures! Most are effing gay and with Boobalie duh. Plz upload spas! :) Makes me sad that we wont have recess with them anymore. I mean i know we'll see each other around but........

Ah nvrm.

Am super addicted to Chocolate Love, SNSD version! Omg i love those girls loads. Top of my list of fave girl groups after 2NE1. Love Tiffany and Taeyeon! (Note the double F not single F, if you get what i mean. I know you do Nat!)

I would like to end with a freaking lolworthy picture.

Bye drive safe!
Asyikin xx

let's come back full circle

2009-10-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

had a good day @ vivo w tammy, amanda, diviya, natasha, shahf and nat :)
happy birthday diviya! (i'm sorry i can't post a pic of you right now. fb sucks)

"i'm holdin' on a rope, got me ten feet off the ground

i'm hearin' what you say but i just can't make a sound

you tell me that you need me

then you go and cut me down"

i dont want to go for training tmrw >:l

and i'm sitting here, waiting like a fool

2009-10-26T08:11:00.000-07:00

Only i'm capable of screwing up.

Eng - A2

Malay - A2 (!!!!!!!!!!)

Hist - A1

Geog - B3

Lit - C5 (HAHAHA)

Sci - C5

Maths - D7

DnT (irrelevant, but w/e) - A1

I'm really happy with my history and malay. Told my mum bout my malay and how

i'm secretly smart in malay thru sms and she replied, "What an amazing discovery huh!"

How sarcastic.

Hahaha w/e. My malay sucks as hell though. Told my mum via sms all my results and i put history the last and then she went "Oh good good" I bet she didn't see the sucky science + maths marks! Hahaha. Then my dad called from Hong Kong/Indonesia/China whatever country he's in now and i told him that i failed maths first then i proceeded to tell the rest of my sucky results.

And he totally did not acknowledge my science + lit results too! C5 leh C5 doesn't anyone care!! He told me to take History in sec 3 and i think i will too, with Natalie my boob and Shahfiqah cos we love history. Yay. And he said to work harder for my maths.... but no one gave me a hard time about my results! B)

Oh and for the sake of Arinah, here's my capslock draft (I made a draft yst night cos i was so sure i flunk maths. How true) :

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA OMG I FAILED MATHS AGAIN HAHAHA THE IRONY AFTER DOING MATHS NOTES AGAIN AND AGAIN UNTIL 2-3AM FORSAKING HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND PROBABLY LOSING THEIR FRIENDSHIP FOR THE SAKE OF MY PRECIOUS B3/B4 GOD IM NOT EVEN ASKING FOR AN A1 BUT YET I FAILED AGAIN! HAHAHAHAHA WOW TOLD YOU MATHS JUST DOES NOT PROCESS IN THE TINY VACCUUM CALLED MY BRAIN HAHAHA I SHOULD JUST HAVE A BUNGEE JUMP DOWN THE OVERHEAD BRIDGE NEAR THE 23 BUS STOP SHOULD I? YES I SHOULD AND I WILL BRING T.O.P'S PHOTO WITH ME WOW AND NEXT TWO YEARS I HAVE TO TAKE A MATHS WHEN IM FLUNKING ONE PATHETIC MATH SUBJECT THAT MY OTHER CLASSMATES ARE PROBABLY DOING EXCEPTIONALLY WELL IN IT "WOW ANOTHER A1 FOR YOU?" OH I GOT A BLOODY D7! AM I JUST AWESOME YES I KNOW IM FUCKING CAPABLE OF SCREWING UP EVERYTHING!

(before you report me to the bibi counsellor or something, im not going to bungee jump -.-)

Yah anw. Before that gave Diviya and Tammy's presents at the canteen! Topshop underwear yo.

They were happy (Diviya was overjoyed) and i kept on laughing cos they showed the undies to everyone in the canteen. (And manda poked samyata's eye with div's undies.)

This page is reserved for koping of Natalie's pictures!

P/S: Training sucked today >:l

let's play a love game

2009-10-26T03:46:00.000-07:00

Haha can you guys believe it I opened blogger.com/post-create like 1hr ago then went to go other websites and even had a 10minutes nap before eventually writing this post.

Such a procrastinator.

Went to pp kfc to wrap presents with Natalie Boobalie and Sinyee. It was difficult as hell but was a lot of fun. :) Then mrt-ed to hougang, went to hgm buy ribbon and 89-ed back! :> Funfunfun. Boob had alot of fun hitting people with her stick, though.

HAI.
I'm deathly scared for tomorrow already! My heart is beating x129384.
:/ And I can't find all of my exam papers! Only found History, Eng Paper 2, Maths Paper 2.

Shit i'm screeeeeeeeewed.
K im going to find them now bye!

Lastly,

Happy birthday Amanda! (14th, 26/10)

Stay ego and pretty! :)

minutes to midnight

2009-10-25T01:03:00.000-07:00

Nothing to blog, really. Actually i do lah but it's really private and yeah :/
So let me give you my blog in pointform:

Otp with natalie and yufang was great yesterday, talked until about 4am i guess. Yufang slept on the line ard 3.30-ish though. My teammates <3

Changed my layout. Like it? I luv it. B)

Results on Tues! I'm screwed.

And lastly,

Never ASSUME, because it makes an

ASS out of U and ME.

Asyikin xo

fireflies

2009-10-23T04:49:00.000-07:00

Just watched My Sister's Keeper just now w Natalie, Xinyi, Sheen, Skye, Jeslyn, Nabilah and Priscilla. I loved that movie, made me cry so much ): I still rmb reading the book Denise lent to me. I cried while reading the book too haha. Eh speaking of which...

I MISS DENISE CHONG!

Rmb how we used to make nut's life living hell? And you going round chasing ppl for the forms? Awww how much I miss 6a'08, damn. I bet you guys dont even read my blog anymore *bitter*

AND ZOMG I miss 6a!!! We r coolz cos we have no clique, just one big happy family.

Anyyyyywaaaaaaaaaaay...

Happy birthday chong!!!!!!!!! ILUSFM♥

Although you are:
1) Extremely annoying :D
2) Stupid and dumb :P
3) EGO! Hahahah,
4) Boy crazy (but then again..who isn't!)

I STILL LOVE YOU! (:

We have had too many epicness in 10 months or so. Rmb the geog thingy at comp lab! What nataluleh chongie! Haahaha. And you sneaking out to watch movie, us failing maths = remedial = doing stupid! stuff, singing at dinner meal!!!!!

brb, lol-ing forever

Ok i'm back.
Us doing rly dumb stuff like dancing to Gee hahaha, spazzing over our diva Jo Kwon! ♥ Eating at macs kfc macs kfc macs kfc macs kfc, your mitch!!!, mrt rides, our trngs that were on thursdays and tuesdays and we'll go back home together!

EYD!

Lit class, haha

pastamania

dinnermeal

ok y'know what, i'm tired of finding pics :// HAHAHA. have a great bday! (altho it's gonna be over in...14 minutes time)

ending abruptly,
asyikin xxxxx

i can wait forever

2009-10-20T05:29:00.000-07:00

Listening to old songs now - makes me feel sentimental.
Anywaaaay, yesterday was hella fun.
Since I couldn't go out w zxoxo and superjuilet (eh i'm like advertising their blogs sia) cos of trng i went out w the gay losers

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as known as Tammy Sarah Nat and G.
(wait omg, Tammy Asyikin Nat Geraldine Sarah - TANGS. HAHAHA)

Was damn gay, knc > suntec > home. Walked ard, ate and stuff. Highlight of the day has got to be macs hahaha. Saw lians and stuff and one ahbeng asked for my number -.- Wanted to give Sarine's number... but didn't. Anyw Nat ('ve got to think of a name for her!) said smth which made me spit all my ice cream out. DAMN FUNNY. Cedar Netballers rockkk!♥

Yah okay with the noise we were making, lucky we didn't get chased out of Macs.
Aft that, went home. Fell asleep standing LOL. Got a seat at Bedok (lucky lucky) so me and Sarah sat and slepppptt all the way to Pasir Ris.

We cool.

OH WAIT I FIGURED OUT A NAME FOR DEAR NATALIECHOY.

BOOBALIE CHOY

How cool iz that! Michael Buble, Natalie Boobalie.
Cool, right? y/y?

Hahahah omg my sparkleez and blinking heart damn cool right! All i kope from lj.
Lj is coooooo-ooo-oool to the max. Aisyah's blog also cool. Tempted to make tumblr manz!
(advertising...again)

K i go watch Hot Blood now ok! ^^
- Asyikin, not Mansyikin tyvm Natalie!

Z O M G

2009-10-20T00:47:00.000-07:00

HAAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG
MY BESTFRIENDS ARE SO GAY

superjuliet and zxoxo :
i laughed until my stomach pain man. u guys are so full of wtfuckery

to show the world how much you mean to me, i will give you sparkleee sparklee font:

YOU BOTH BELONG TO PLANET AWESOME!!!!111

TAMMY TAN JIA QI WO AI NI~

2009-10-19T05:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAMMY TAN JIA QI!♥

Happy birthday to you my awesomest senior Tammy! You're 14 now, old already, tsktsktsk! Anyway, yeah i know i'm your "awesome person" like what you always say and me, being truly awesome am going to give you a birthday post! Be very honoured, really. (: Hahah okay i need to stop being self-obsessed.

Anyway, thank you sooooo much for everything, really. Introducing me to kpop, waiting for me aft school so we can go home tgt (more like me waiting for you...but whatever). Hahahah. We had alot of fun together! Like, recess time was me you and netballers = fun, ice fightsss!, ANGEL AND MORTAL♥, omg seriously i loved being your mortal i swear cos all your letters were colourful and pretty :)

[Note] I would like to take this opportunity to thank the creators of Angel and Mortal as it had bonded the senior-junior relationship in Cedar Netball.

You're so easy to talk to, and it's fun to spaz with you :D I love it when you get pissed off cos it's fun to watch. Our late night msn convos are super fun ttm and tyvm for entertaining me when i'm bored at night! Although you are really weird at times (come on, eyelids cannot be sunburned), i think you're pretty cool. Thanks for listening to me bitching bout my classmates and thank you for making my 1st year in Cedar rly awesome!

10 Reasons why Asyikin loves Tammy

1) Cos she allows me to mess up her hair

2) Cos she loves kpop like me

3) Cos she's my senior and i dont have a choice

4) Cos she's awesomer than you

5) Cos she hates bananas (which I find it cool)

6) Love doesn't need reasons

7) Love doesn't need reasons

8) Love doesn't need reasons

9) Love doesn't need reasons

10) Love doesn't need reasons

So, my conclusion to this extremely long birthday post..

Saranghaeyo Tammy Tan! Have a great 14th birthday! (:

p/s: i know you're chatting with me right now but i can't be assed to write my long post all on msn, i'll rather blog it cos YOU KNOW WHY! it increases readership in my blog. so yay me :) i don't want to write a letter either cos....i dont want. so be satisfied with this awesomazing blogpost + future bday present arriving in a week! *WINK WINK*

today was...

2009-10-19T04:01:00.000-07:00

so fking disappointing

it hurts when you know you gave your all but your all is not good enough

Mardhiyyah Smbms October 19 at 7:20pm
Sigh. This kind of thing is really kind of common. You know xx? She has lots of complaints about netball. It's okay. Believe in what's morally right. I was suppose to be in netball if not for track picking me and having more rights. I used to think that it would be better if I was in netball. But it's all the same. It's not your teammates though. They didn't make the decision. So yeah, at the end of the day, you're still a team. And make the best out of it. Being in a team includes cheering your team members on. Change your thoughts, and you change your world. When Allah doesn't give you something you want, it means that He has something bigger arranged for you. (:

.........but my senior mardhiyyah gave me some advice that meant the world to me, and thus i thank her from the bottom of my heart♥

at the end of the day, i'm so glad that i have the bestest teammates ever - people that i can rely on 24/7. i love you all ♥

And p/s: No, im not talking bout our date at suntec, girlfs. You guys rock! Will post about my day out + Tammy's loveletter later.

maybe to you, i'm a little too boring, too kind

2009-10-17T04:36:00.000-07:00

Changed blogsong and added new app, (look at the end of the post!)

Chatting with Tammy yesterday was really fun IMO. You know there are like many people that you can talk to (like e.g have a super long convo) irl but on MSN or something halfway you talk then abrupt ending? And vice versa. Well Tammy Siying Amira Brenda etc are one of those ppl that i can talk alot to online/offline. Maybe its cause i'm lazy to chat. Truthfully, sometimes when I go online i hardly on my MSN hahahaha. Like me and nabilah/diva etcetc we can have a super long convo irl but on MSN we talk halfway then *silence*

Ok so that's my theory.
People that you can talk alot to irl does not equal to people that you can talk alot to in msn.

Monday going out with Aisyah to vivo!
Yay omg miss her so much. And i finally ordered xxxx album for Tammy's bday! Double yay.
But i'm keeping the poster B) I'M NOT THAT GENEROUS.

Time for me to watch my korean shows!
And omg, finally found out the meaning of daebak from Jiwon.
I thought daebak's smth like jjang (pro) but it meant scandaling with someone.

HAHAHA.

random pictures of today that i feel like posting!
(click to enlarge)

& no matter how old this picture is,

its still one of my favourites :>

uh oh uh oh,

2009-10-16T03:56:00.000-07:00

Hi hi! (: As you can prolly tell... I'm rly happy! Hahaha, i feel quite high alr. Trng just now was boring ttm! Purposely came 1hr late (woke up at 9 lol) and they were just cleaning the court! >:l

And some more I tripped Ann and her specs flew.

(guilty look)

But I don't regret not coming though, cos after that we went to kallang leisure. Haha.

Went to eat at macs w Manda, Tammy, Shahf, Sarah, Yingying.Then Yingying had to go off, so we walked to Kallang Leisure! Attempted to stalk Yj, Eriko, Sy but faaaailed!

Haha, walked around, then went to sol mart, blahblah, eat ice-cream and snow ice. Manda, Shahf and T were like falling in love with the snow ice lah (it tasted damn nice). Then slacked at the upper floor, just talking bout life in general, k-pop (shahfiqah gave the >:l look the whole time) and Manda slept on the floor hahaaaa.

Wanted to kbox but we had no $$.

Wanted to bowl but we had no $$.

Wanted to shop but we had no $$.
Wanted to watch movie but we had no $$.

Hurhurrr, sad actually. But i had a great time with them! Our silly + stupid videos (of endorsing the stupid snow ice) are going to be up on fb!

Nxt week gonna watch My Sister's Keeper with them! :B

Come people, lets go outttttttt!

look, i finally used the commontest over label.

2009-10-15T04:40:00.000-07:00

€my exams are over!
my exams are over!
my exams are over!
my exams are over!
my exams are over!

So went out to Pastamania to eat @ Bugis, then went to Esplanade and slack, Raffles City to buy my adidas bottle then slackslackkk some more, Topshop/Dorothy Perkins, RIVERISLAND! From like, 11 to 6? Hahahahahha. B)

just now i saw this group of scgs girls in the train and they played Abracadabra then i was like flipping thru my Teenage mag (with my MinHo cover!!) then like secretly listening B). Hahahah then when all of them left except for one that girl took the seat beside me then i PRETENDED to call someone again hahaha!!! Then she sort of smiled at me then we ended up queue-ing for the same bus then we started talking! MY PLAN WORKED B)

Netball outing tmr! Excited ttm! Ah i still have to buy Tammy Wammy's present homg like the SuJu albums, are they all sold out in Sg or smth! D: Freakkkk. I guess i'll have to buy her the (v. expensive) DBSK one. ): H8 buying from retail shops! Cheat our money! I bought like my Romeo album for 18$ online i think, at HMV they sold it for 33$. -.- But sad lah, I want to order now too late idon't think it'll reach in time

): I'm so sorry but i love you Tammy u so cool kkkk HAHAH OK BAI LOVE YOU

HAHAHAHAH DOES SHE LOOK LIKE JUNHO OR WAT.
Practicing the art of dao-ing >> BIG FAIL!

Okay me's going back to youtube. (Y) Life's gonna rock!

today's gonna be a good day

2009-10-13T23:37:00.000-07:00

saw my awesome header?
i love my layout - whenever im bored of it i just change the header!
HOW COOL IS THAT.

I wanted onewdubuuu but i couldn't find a nice one of him ):
Sad.

Oh did I tell you me and Hazirah are sharing mr lee jinki? We are. Heh. Cos she decided to be nice ~~for once~~ :D

nichkhun is my angel :-D

2009-10-11T03:01:00.000-07:00

my heart feels so empty now. Its like a weird feeling.

Ignorance is bliss. It makes you more unaware of your feelings.

There are some things like friends which you hold close and dear to your heart and are unwilling to let them go and will do your best to protect them come what may. Not in any order,

Dear

amira

shahfiqah

aisyah

nadhrah

diva

both natalie(s)

arinah

yufang

afika

brenda gf

xinyi

jeryl

parvathi

diviya

tammy

marissa

divya, syamimi, ian, keith (haven't seen you guys since FOREVER!!)

sarah.f

amanda

amsyar

nabilah(s)

atiqah

nora

hakim, wan, shazzani!!!! (i miss you gay guys so much)

rest of cedar netball

rest of 6a'08, mtclass, 1/0

I love you all.

And there is a need to repeat myself countless times in order to let you all know and to remind you guys that I will do my best to be here for you all :D

There are still quite a handful more but I dont dare to put their names down in case they think I am mad cuz they dont feel as close as how I feel towards them but yeah :D

I love you all.

There you go :-)

Tmr history! Hwaiiiiiiiting!

Think i'm falling in love with my thai prince again (...and again and again OH SHUDDUP)

i feel like i am of duty to tell you again (...and again and again OMG SHUT UP IKIN) of how godly and awesumz powsumz khunnie is....

watch the vid, khunnie is soooo precious! and that goojunpyo mini version <:

DO YOU KNOW HOW TEMPTED I AM TO USE THE 'COMMONTEST OVER' LABEL!!?!?!?!

make up, break up, shake up.

2009-10-10T00:10:00.000-07:00

"but look into my eyes, what do they tell you?"

maybe to you i'm too boring, i'm too kind
but you got to share your secrets,
and i'm tired of being the last to know

i can wait forever

2009-10-07T05:33:00.000-07:00

Had a great talk with Shahf just now on the bus ride home, its been so long

Nothing's back to normal but whatevs, we'll work it out

Did i tell you how much I love my seniors? I love them alot alot alot alot alot.

Awesomest people on the surface of the Earth! :D And I just realised, none of the nball seniors read my blog. Good that they don't :) Sometimes I wonder next year my juniors and I, Will we be close? I really, really hope so B) Then we (cedar prata) will be like the coolest seniors ever.

Just now TOP period was real fun. Loved sitting with the Netballers. Imagine if i'd accepted Mr Tan's offer for me to go jumps. I'll be like in

~Cedar Track and Field~

Hahahah just had to add the wings there. Track's really good and godly.

I love love Cedar Girls'!
And that is precisely why I am going back to Meridian to promote the sexiest girls school alive B)

Tay just called me and I agreed to go and promote to the top 2 classes lol.

(I'm sorry for the incoherent ramblings and so on. TOP and Ri on my desktop is killing me)

Okay fishies, off to write my special letter for Arinahlove! :)

Instead of saying goodbye,

2009-10-06T07:00:00.001-07:00

omg this song is super nice and addictive im like playing it on x10000 repeat :)
btw this isn't a 2PM original song, its just a cover by the eternally great awesomazing Bi Rain!

Khun rapping! This was predebut, or just debuted, I think. So cute right! :>

Shall be my blog song tmr! :>

Jay + Junho's parts makes me happy-y-y-y-y

Back to geography!

aint nobody but you i'm thinking of.

2009-10-06T05:04:00.000-07:00

just downloaded 30 new songs and i'm good to go
mugging mode: on

i luv tammy osfm, she bought me that TOP photo :> for me leh! luv you bb

(i will, really.)

Deeeee and Teeee!

2009-10-04T18:36:00.000-07:00

Mr Foo! Uploaded alr :D
- ASYIKIN MRSLEESEUNGRI

i'll be your courage.

2009-10-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

hello guys.

This week is gonna be tough i hope i will pull through. I really dont wanna retain. sigh what happened to the earlier promises i made to myself towards the start of the year? Its like they're gone with the wind now. I wish i could. But top 10 in class is too far from now. Now all I want is to be able to promote, that simple.

Its 8.30pm now. I was distracted. urgh. Think im gonna study till the wee hours today. Am determined to complete 2-3 chaps today. left with 2/4 of chap 8 then do 1-2 more.

I dont want to get stuck in nowhere because I made a wrong decision going to this school -cgss. The more I'll work hard so I will promote. Back 2 books now. Had more than enough rest.

I still have Maths to go. Then geog. Don't think i'm going to sleep at all. Sigh.

Take care people. Mug hard for the exams. Do it like its your last shot. Dont retain.

p/s: Changed the blogskin again. Was sick of the previous one. Featuring Taec. Luvluv him.

you're wonderful, you make me crazy

2009-10-03T19:12:00.000-07:00

Rayaaaa was the best, started at 230 ended at 12am. *thumbsup* YAY at you no-curfew grls :)
Ate and ate until super full to the duper max and walked and walked until leg pain, talk and talk until blank (can't find a word), collect money until happy :-D

First went to woodlands to Anisa's, got lost there omg it got really freaky I was scared we end up in Johor or smth. Then had to cab to Kembangan. (THANKS SO MUCH SARAH!!) Lol me and Nabs & Sharifah were complaining thruout the whole cabride haha. Then went to Lidiya's house!! OMG HUGEASS HUGE HUGE house damn fun! (I told Khairiah abt it in madrasah and she was jealous and wanted to come. Muahahha)

Then Lidiya's mum sent us to the MRT where we trained to Pasir Ris! Had like, 7 houses to go? Didn't go to the other class house cos no time :o Skipped Bedok too cos no time :o Cos of stupid woodlands!!! Hahahaha. Ok maybe its us for being direction-challenged.

Started off w Nadiah's, then Farizan's, then Arinna's, then Nabilah's, then bus-ed to mine, then ended at Umairah! By that time it was 12 and we were all dead tiredddd. And zomg Nadiah was super kewt! When we went to Arinna's and the nenek ask to makan her face went from :/ to :DDDDD.

Earned quite alot of money, had good company.

Was a great day :)

If you want the pictures, its here:

http://www.misfitmasquerad-e.blogspot.com/

(aka stupid nabilah's blog :)

way to find out if someone's a true friend:

2009-10-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

see if their still there if times are hard.
.
.
.
.
my conclusion: they're not there.

ilysfm tammy and diviya for listening to me when i'm down. love you guys sosososo much ;)

rock your body,

2009-09-30T06:30:00.000-07:00

♥ And tonight's gonna be the night that I will fall for you,
Over again, don't make me change my mind.

SHAHRIZAL IS A STUPID DRAMAMAMA :P

"I unexpectedly remember the jokes that made you and I fall apart."

2009-09-29T02:05:00.000-07:00

Epik High - 1 Minute 1 Second

Really, really good music.

Its subbed, and it's really good.

Sheen likes them too :D

I am slowly turning people ard me into k-pop addicts....MUAHAHAHAHAH

only you, that i'll love for eternity

2009-09-28T04:31:00.000-07:00

This video is alr sent to JYP and Jaebum! Am so happy i'm in it although I look retarded. Whatever. HOTTESTS HWAITING! :>

Let's play spot the Cedarians!

Part 1:
Unknown Cedarian 1 @ 3:21
Unknown Cedarian 2 @ 7:20
Sarah! (i think. it looks damn blur) @ 8:26

Part 2:
Diviya, Shahf, Tammyyy, Natasha, Me! @ 1:23
Pretty girl @ 1:21
Unknown Cedarian 3 @ 1:52
Hazirahhh! @ 2:20
Syahirah @ 2:34
Unknown Cedarian 4 @ 4:34
Unknown Cedarian's letter (which is v. nice) @ 4:52
Min's letter @ 5:02

Studying now baibai.
:>

you might come back

2009-09-27T02:06:00.000-07:00

Am on my study break! So far my mugathon has been total fail.

HUR HUR. :/ am gonna continue at 5.15PM! yes yes i will.

Okay um, i've just finished watching Wild Bunny! 7 eps only, sadd ://

they haven't released the 8th.

I actually draft-ed an angsty post but i didn't publish, so now here it is:

-removed due to certain reasons-

I love Natalie! I love Tammy! I love Sarah! I love Arinah!

This will be my last post until EOY!
Hahhahaha (not).

Love y'all!
<3'

music: 2PM - 10 out of 10

current mood: annoyed

I HATE SCHOOL, NAOW KILL ME.

2009-09-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

I hate school.

Hate the workload, hate the system hate the teachers hate the people hate the lessons
So what's the point longing to stay on?
Cedar Netball. Sec 1O.
That's what :)

I'm still awake at 12.40AM doing DnT, together with half the class -.-
--
i'm gonna start studying EXTRA MUG ALERT for EOY(s) starting from today. NOW. right NOW.

i'll be going for as much consultations and remedials and study groups as possible, anything to pass with flying colours i swear.

And I need a study partner....
*glares lazer beam at Natalie Choy.*

mood: bleah
music: taeyang - only look at me

yaaaay

2009-09-21T04:56:00.000-07:00

I had a freaking hyperventilation attack when I saw the Elle Korea Photoshoot.

Bigbang altogether zomgyayzz like finally!!

I know i'm supposed to post about Hari Raya but ahh nevermind, maybe later.

It was a blast, though. Meeting up with cousins, dressing prettily, eat, singing super loudly in the van, camwhoring, eat, had fun, eat, collect money, eat, eat, drink.....

Probably earned close to $200 in these 2 days doing nothing but eating, drinking, talking.

Probably gained about 1-2kg and am probably not going to study later tonight.

똥씨

2009-09-16T05:55:00.000-07:00

Going to be mine in a few weeks or so!

LOVE LOVE LOVE.

I love you hari raya money, I rly do.

Time to study bbs! <3

Am shifting to lj soonish.

ROFL

2009-09-14T07:05:00.000-07:00

and to the haters, wooyoung wants you to...

tmr's geog.

am screwed.

1000 paper cranes.

2009-09-13T01:43:00.000-07:00

Am currently folding a paper crane for Jay. And phailing.

(1000 paper cranes bring luck. And jay needs em. Support, please! :D)

Hmk supposed to be done: Eng, Maths, Lit, Geog
Revision supposed to be done: Sci, Malay, Maths, Read Clay Marble (!!!)

Hmk done: Eng, Maths

Revision done: -

YAY ASYIKIN.

-______-

i've got this lump in my throat and its not going away.

2009-09-11T03:15:00.001-07:00

Time heals all wounds, right?
Mine is still fresh. In fact, day by day, it becomes worser.
Park Jaebeom, missing you.
---

Training today was.... (fillintheblanks)
Played friendly with Broadrick Sec.
First game, I defended quite well.
Second game was terrible, ugh. A lot of mistakes ):

So what if we won?
Broadrick's not up to Cedar standard.
Come on, Zonals Top 4.
We can do it.
We are not 13, we are ONE.

Finished my maths -all questions done-
New feat, no blankssss.
Now am off to Geog and my h/w is done.

Cheer up Yufang. We're all behind you.
I feel so drained out.
--

Edit: This post has no smileyfaces.
I feel like a zombie.

Join 2OneDay Join YG Ladies Join Bigbang Vip

lost and insecure, you found me

2009-09-10T07:33:00.000-07:00

"Carnival" @ RGS
Met Shahfiqah first in the bus, I was wearing my barbie cape LOL. So cute! :> Then met dumb lobster @ Hougang and trained to Dhoby, where we coincidentally met J, S and D. (I'm too lazy to write their names!) 190 to RGS, we didn't get lost whee whee! <: Did I mention 190 was humongous? Like 2 buses jointed tgt. Splitted into groups, we got into "Strawberry Shortcake" w/ (let me see if I can remember) Shiying, Sinyee, Natalie, Yu Jun, Asyikin from Cedar
Richelle and (??) from Raffles
Jasmine, Alissa, Jia Yan and Suriya from St.Margs

K anw passes w Jasmine, she's such a cutie :>
Jia Yan and Suriya are rly nice, but that Alissa kinda scares me? She looks damn pro.
I played shittily, ajsdaja when am I gonna get my non-existing proness back?!?!
Hai hai.

After the -boring- games, we had ice bath! Omg its like damn fun! Kiddy pool + bags of ice!
:> Its suppose to contract your muscles or smt. Damn cold! Like super, super cold until your legs feel like the damn 'sharp' pain and its damn cold until you "cant feel your ass anymore" - Quoted from Gerryyy. Yufang was screaaaming like some madwoman! 8D

Then off to bath! Crashed Jiwon, Sarah, Tammy and unknown stranger's "secret place" :P
Hehehe. Then met up with Nat and G, found the rest and off to Ion!

Ion Orchard
I freaking saw a huge cardboard statue of Lee Min Ho outside Etude!!! Wanted to take photo but then when we wanted to find Etude again cannot find -.-" Had fun at Ion, camwhore here and there but doesn't feel enough. Everyone was tired and lag so went home sweet home.

Going to sleep nao, nights! Yst i slept for half and hour and i'm yawning like siao.

And i'd like to share some icons I found on LJ! :> They're currently my display pictures on MSN :> Use them too and spread the (L)!

(1-4)

(5-8)

(9-12)

(13-16)

(16-19)

(20-23)

(24-27)

(28-31)

/edit: I found out that (??) is Janice! (Natalie surprisingly remembered.)

HOMEWORKIEZ.

2009-09-09T09:01:00.000-07:00

~~English Paper 1~~
~~English Paper 2~~
~~Maths EOY Paper 1~~
~~Maths EOY Paper 2~~
Geography
Revise Malay {Peribahasa/Bina Ayat}
Memorise 20 elements in periodic table
Revise Heat Transfer, Elements & Compounds, Atoms
Revise Maths Angles, {and all the other topics i'm bad at.}

Freakin' yay.

MY BB

2009-09-09T02:03:00.000-07:00

He is just too damn precious ^^V

stop your heart that's turned away

2009-09-08T22:43:00.000-07:00

Going to watch Wild Bunny again :)
Taec is so cute! Hehe.

I need to study but ughhh Wild Bunny is so distracting.

Like my new layout? :D
Blue/Hotpink rocks. Am totally into that colour combi naow.

“We stand, believe, and love only 7. No more, no less, no one else.”

2009-09-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

Anyeong.

Tammy Tan i cant believe he just left like that.its like one moment he's there and the next he's gone. 2PM will never be the same ever again.:'(

15 minutes ago · Comment · Like · See Wall-to-Wall

Nurul Asyikin

)': I effing hate netizens.

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Tammy Tan

im just blaming the antis who did all the suicide shit.

not only did they get jaebeom into deep shit,and probably destroyed his career,they took away a leader,broke up a couple,cause fans to die or whatever they do,and they freaking caused wooyoung to be HOSPITALIZED!!!!

"fucked up" doesnt even cover half of it

3 minutes ago · Delete

Tammy Tan

god,im pissed

3 minutes ago · Delete

Nurul Asyikin

i know wooyoung freaking fainted!! it was what, 4 yrs ago, he was lonely in korea, cannot speak korean and just wrote that to confide in his best friend and ppl are slamming him JUST BECAUSE OF THAT. and now hes going back to seattle. i hope the stupid antis are freaking proud of themselves

2 seconds ago · Delete

Nurul Asyikin

i havent been a 2pm "hottest" for long but srsly....IT PISSES ME OFF

2 seconds ago · Delete

Useful Links to read before you attempt to figure out what's going on:

Jaebeom's high school friend's comment [here]

Allkpop [here]

Me and Tammy's pissed off conversation [here] or above ^

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Korean netizens, are you freaking happy now? You ruined his career already.

"Fucked up" doesn't even cover half of it - Tammy

Jaebeom you will always be our one and only hyung, our leader, our star

No one will replace you, i'll make sure of it.

“We stand, believe, and love only 7. No more, no less, no one else.”

wasted my life away.

2009-09-06T21:33:00.000-07:00

Anyeonghaseyo!

training later, am gonna finish up all my work by tmr, and am left to study.

life = mundane

training later on, i dont feel like coming....still in *lazy mode*

ugh, so far i've been reading fics after fics after fics, INEEDTOSTOP.

hai. bigbang i miss you :'(

laughed at what tammy wammy sent me!

"This maths test can predict your favourite idol. Try it without looking at the answer. Pick one favourite number (1-9). x3 the number, +3 then x3 again. You'll get a 2 digit number. Add the 2 digits up and find your fave idol!

1)Kim Jae Joong

2)Kwon Jiyong

3) Choi Seunghyun (TOP)

4) Choi Minhwan

5) Nichkhun Horvejkul

6) Kim Hyun Joong

7) Kim Bum

8) Lee Min Ho

9) Asyikin!"

HEHEHEHE :)
Rmb to worship your idol!

again and again

2009-09-04T19:32:00.000-07:00

I kope from Zixin.

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc on shuffle. (For iTunes, switch to mini player [Ctrl + M])
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends (or more!)
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

*Try not to repeat songs!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Fire - 2NE1

(lol?)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I Dont Care - 2NE1

(hahah doesn't make sense!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Lies (English Ver) - Big Bang

(hahahah my purpose in life is to lie :>)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls

(motto in life is to get as lovedrunk as possible. makes sense, somehow :/)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Abracadabra - Brown Eyed Girls

(ooooh maybe they think imma magician!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Good Girls Go Bad - Cobra Starship ft. Leighton Meester

(HAHAHAHA my mum's a good girl gone bad? WTFLOL.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Crush - David Archuleta

(mmm makes sense, i think abt my crush v often. HAHAH sadly no crush naowz.)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Mirotic - DBSK

(...No wonder I failed maths.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Butterfly - G-Dragon

(O_O)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Gossip Man - G-Dragon

(LOLWHUT i'm famous!!! <: Until ppl gossip bout me!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
This Love (English Ver) - G-Dragon

(O....kay.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Battlefield - Jordin Sparks

(Hahahah whut!)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Juliette - SHINee

(:O)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Boys Boys Boys - Lady Gaga

(Lol my husband will keeel me.)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
In The Club - 2NE1

(Hahahah :o )

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Paparazzi - Lady Gaga

(taking pictures!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Lies (Ballad Ver) - T-ara

(HAHA. <: This song is v nice btw)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Crazier - Taylor Swift

(Crazy = Worst thing that can happen. True.)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Dirty Cash - Big Bang

(Nice.)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
We Bel0ng Together - Big Bang

(Maybe regret being tgt.)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Learning to Fall - Boys Like Girls

(HAHA wtf! Its a super sad song.)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Haru Haru (Acoustic Ver) - Big Bang

(That song did make me cry. T^T)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Broken - Lifehouse

(People with broken r/ships. True.)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Misery Business - Paramore

(Hahaha whut?)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
How Gee (English ver.) - Big Bang

(:O its such a happy song!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Again and Again - 2PM

(er ok.)

i'm sorry but i had to post this

2009-09-04T07:20:00.000-07:00

*squeals*
so not a pretty boy :)

My friend is one... who takes me for what I am.

2009-09-04T05:31:00.000-07:00

:> Hai hai bb, i am so drained, but am happy!

Results
I am not happy, but I've made drastic improvement in humans subs! :> And maths too. Used to fail badly but alot of ppl failed in the whole cohort so whateverrr. My science made me sad.

Maths - D7
Science - C6
History - A1
Geography - A1
Lit - A1
Art - A2

Netball Sec 4 Farewell
Water balloooons w/ Sec 1s and 2s, Hide and Seek ard school arnd 6.30pm! Super fun i tell youuuu. Supposed to find Sherly and Saranya but we ended up running away frm them for goodness knw what reason! HAHAHA :> Then we played 'superspy' (imaginary!!) w Shahfiqah Diviya Natasha Natalie Sinyee Shiying Sarah Tammy Jaime :> Hahaha! Still got stupid James Bond soundtrack. Omgz what a fun fun day.

Read my fanfic plz :> My first attempt featuring GDxSeungri! G-Ri love :>
(Do you know what the worst feeling in the world is? It has to be missing someone.)

Now i'm beat.

dedicated to nabooby

2009-09-03T07:04:00.001-07:00

Nabilah, i nearly died while uploading.
Animated pics lag the world.
Please love me.

Updated links! @Diyanah, Ain, Yufang, Natalie, Jasmine, Brenda, Marissa, Nadhrah!!
Added links! @Zixin, Miner, Atiqah, Zakiy, Keith!!

:> I feel happy nao.

/Asyikin.

i'm screwed.

2009-09-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

Lots of hw piling up today, my fault cos I didn't do them since last fri but w/everzzz.

~~Malay Rona Ppt~~
~~Malay Wksht/Newspaper Article~~
~~Lit ppt /type out~~
Clay Marble character description
Maths notes
~~Sci ws~~
Try to do qn 1-10 of the maths Sept hol hw
Geog ws/copy from piece of paper

Happy things:
A1 for Geography :) 15/20!!
Ttf i love you.

Gotta start mugging fr EOY(s) now.
I've been sneezing non-stop since 6 just now.

Btw, lotsoflov-e@lj is my fangirl/fanfic lj acct :D

click to enlarge :)

omg this totally made my day.
DIAL H FOR HOTTIE!!!!1111

can we pull through this avalanche?

2009-09-01T03:12:00.000-07:00

[song: Katy Perry - Waking Up In Vegas]

[mood: Excited]

Ugh i stopped studying alr :/ Revised elements though, so yeahh atleast there's a start.

hydrogen is used in making margarines.

O_O"

Big Bang Big Show DVD.

Friggin 80bucks.

$$$_$$$

Hai, i'm just gonna rip and stream all the parts of the dvd (17 parts, 1hr each part) and join them tgt and watched it HQ.

Did I tell you I watched the KM Idol World alr?
Omg my favouriteeeee show of BB so far :) Still have the documentary and BBtv.

Jiyong bb looks damn fine there! AND JIYONG BB WON 1st PLACE IN MUSIC BANK AND I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF WHEN GLORIA AND AFIKA TOLD ME IT WAS AIRED IN KBS. WHY DIDN'T I WATCH IT!@##$$%

And I had a nice daydream abt TOP staying in Pasir Ris for his holiday in Singapore :')

I alr know what to do for my sept hols :D
Study (must), trng (RGS friendly!), and devote one entire day to Big Show concert.

I like my blogskin. My music playlist looks effin cute :)

xoxo

it takes two to lie,

2009-08-31T23:57:00.000-07:00

one to lie and one to listen.

[song: In The Club - 2NE1]

2NE1's I don't care is getting abit sickening to me so I went to look for their other songs and I found In The Club! I mean looking at the title it sounds like its some kinda dance track/etc but it's a rly mellow and nice song! Have recommended wx to listen :) That gurl needs to stop listening to I Don't Care haha :>

Today went on a song downloading spree, I now have 74 new songs today! Haii. But i can only listen on the computer one, my stupid phone zzz h8 u.

Hmm just now I listened to Big Bang's Lies, then T-ara's Lies, then Rin On The Rox's Torture, all all right after one another, and all of them were about lies :O Freaky coincidence much...?

And, Yayyy my blog looks more colourfuller at least :> Blogger ownage. Onsugar looks pretty but somehow I think blogger's the best. Yay blogger! (Y)

Yesterday's teachers day (in Cedar) was boring-g-g-g. And I realise i know like, less than 10% of the teachers here HAHAH. Teachers day (in mps) was fun srsly, sarsidumb wld only open teh gate at 1.30 so like looooadsss of ppl were like outside waiting for the damn gate to open :>

Thought my whole clique wld b there + 6A ppl but UNFORTUNATELY, sighhh.

yes you, Keith and Divya! -shoots you-

Anw it was still a blast! Met up with loads of ppl like Joshua, Nicholas, Ian, Hui Xin & Priscilia (miss them truckloadsss), Denise, Nora, Marissa, Atiqah, Amira, Wan, Hakim, etc :)

Pictures thanks to Atiqah! More info visit her blog :)

Am gonna continue my studying into crazy muggin mode now! Takecare loveee!

p5 boys r so cute!! :)

my bf. HAHAHA no lah!!

sick.

2009-08-31T06:32:00.000-07:00

i am sick.
coughing like mad.
and i have terrible cramps.

sorry natalie pakistani for pangseh-ing you drg trng

i feel lousy now ;_;
GOING TO SLP NAO.

dedicated to tay sin yee

2009-08-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

Nah. Here's all the photos!
I love you dumbbb!

Still got alot lah, go make fb account and grab yrself plz!
SIN YEE YOU OWE ME ONE POST DEDICATED TO ME :)

2009-08-28T07:13:00.000-07:00

Cedar Prata, We're the best best best

Eriko is a levitating monster and Shiying is s-c-a-r-y. Our captains = freaky ppl!

Midfielders! Constipators.

Nicest pic!

Love love love love

Sports day was okay. Loved garde + bougae + rose cheers! :)

I was bored halfway and then went t look for netballers haha. Took picts and aft that camwhored at the track, then went for team lunch (i didn't fast due to mbd) and a failed team talk (LOL) then went to KNC.

After training we went t leisure park and then 3 of our dear friends abandoned us. ~~SHIYING GERALDINE SINYEE!!!@@@ I H8 U~~ but i will be nice and forgive them even though they are very mean.

So me and shahfiqah and Natalie had rly nowhere to go...so we went to macs and ate (alottt)

then we were in need of $$$ so we went money-hunting on the floor and we even went to KFC to find $$$ we had like $1.95 and our goal was $2.55 to buy fries haha. Then we went back t KNC and spent $1.50 on drinks + ants (-.-) and then we found 10cent coin!!! So happy. then we threw the remaining coins at the playground.

Took bus and went home, 89-ed with Natalie, laughed at our pictures.

Slept.

And now i'm writing this.

HAAHHA.

This has got to be the boringest entry ever!!
But today was so fun, thanks ppl!

Thanks Natalie for uploading the pictures!!!

CLICK HERE TO GO TO PAKISTAN

I totally just advertised your blog plz!

wanted: money

2009-08-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

I NEED $$$.

Need to figure out a way to get money fastfastfastttt.

I want my ipod 16gb plx.

Sports day tomo! 59 with nabs shahf maryam ain afika shamirah etcetc or whoever else i'll meet in the bus, trng aft that! D:

Downloading vids and songs now.

My phone iz corrupted, don't sms.
Will make my phone laggierrrr :(

pap-pa-raz-zi

2009-08-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

Anyeonghaseyo! :)

Life has been okay to me
People can be rly cruel
I'm rly cold. Jacket + fbt. I think my shorts are making me cold
Left my hse tee at sch toilet just nw -.- Must buy new one if cnt find
$$$ gone
Must buy protractor + set square + compass
More $$$ gone
Made cedar prata netball cheer which is super funny TTM
Lost my DnT wire thingy that foo told us not to lose it but its rly tiny
No DnT on fri and mon -- rejoice!!!
Did all my hwk alr
I'm thirsty
Wanna drink milo naowz
And sleep
Tata, iloveyouall
P/S: I own TOP
Like my new skin?!?!?! :)

im your number 1

2009-08-22T06:08:00.000-07:00

K ive been opening blogger.com/post-create but i've been surfing website after website after website........... i'm even procrastinating online w.t.f.

Firstly, i failed my maths by 1/2 mark and my science just passed on the dot.
LIKE ON THE DOT. I was so effing disappointed in myself i basically sobbed at my seat lah. 1/2 of the class failed too. MASA wasn't very nice during Maths either. quit harping alrdy! we know we suck ok, move on! Then aft his class ran to toilet, Sarah cried like fountain and everyone ard were comforting her/crying along with her. Think MASA saw cos during sci he was like v nice and funny and made this speech abt "1O girls just as good as the 1C/1H girls out there" and the "show me what youre made of" kinda stuff which made me sniffle. Heh ok.

Secondly, Diviya was nice.
Oklah she's always nice but yst she was being super nice and comforting about me screwing up can, and she even treated me to oldchangkee :( i feel super bad cos she had v little money left
and i refused like hell-l-l but she insisted so yeah.. :) She also listened to me major crapping/ranting abt my life. 8D

Thirdly, Netball trng was funnest in a long time.
Netball has always been fun but yst training was god, awesome epicness amazingness wowness.
Did a killer run, survived it haha. It felt goooood. Then some funny situps/jumping jacks thingy while the shooters did their thing. Jiwon was talking bout her undies and claimed i like them. Hahhaahahah my undies nicer tyvm :) Then played Bball!!!! Omg that was duper fun. Played in the wet bball court and yeahhh ppl fell and tripped and did funny movements and did alot of "act-pro" bouncing only to get the ball snatched and ppl snatching the ball till they rolled on the floor. And Jiwon fell into that puddle of water HAHAHAHA. And Samyata's neon blood. Alot of funny like hell moments i swore i just ran back and forth laughing. Okay i need to stop now or else i'll go on and on.

Fourthly, I like this layout.
Its nice and clean and sleek. And i like my songs toooooO!

Fifthly, I shall go do something more productive.
Like watching Intimate Note/Family Outing. Bye!

AND OMGZWTF i didn't mention bong/tabi/baby/yb/ds or any korean related stuff HA.
I'm blogging about actual life!!! :>

let's keep it this way

2009-08-21T08:34:00.001-07:00

...till i find a new skin.

failed maths by 1/2 marks
half of the class failed
was crying my sorry ass out
went for training and instantly cheered up
training today was epic. E.P.I.C
thanks diviya for everything
will blog more tomorrow abt today.

where'd you go?

2009-08-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

I need those girls....The girls that were always there for me when I'm down, the girls that went through ups and downs, thick and thin with me, the girls that are irreplaceable, the girls that are rare to find, the girls that are called minorities. The girls are my girls. But now, I can't always depend on them that we are in different schools. We have our own new friends to hang out with. Minorities, I miss you guys so much ): I really need to meet up with all of you. I miss you guys so much that I can cry now till fishes can swim due to my cries. I hope we will stick together as one no matter where we are. Luv chew. - Amira

AFM, meetup soon?
We need a catch up session.
<:

BTW AMIRA..

"I miss you guys so much that I can cry now till fishes can swim due to my cries. "

SO LAME! HAHAHAHAHA.
I miss u tetekz. <:

plastic queens and has-beens

2009-08-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

God, i don't wanna talk about today.

Ugh x8929277373^873.

:( I think emo-y post tmr? Getting back my sci + maths.

AAAAAAAAAAAH

I miss Cedar Stomp/Prata/Sec 1 Netballers.

I seek comfort and solace in them,

that's why i can't wait for jogging + trng tmr.

Not forgetting amira+nadh+nabilah+arinah (....)
Must i rly say all of them?
You know who you are :)

butterfly

2009-08-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

happy 16th, haziq!

Hihihihihi CT(s) are over-over-over! Lit was okay but my PEEL shit was wrongly done. And my geog ah, don't mention it please. And someone anyhow accused me of not studying properly just caused i moaned about it, DON'T JUDGE ME! Just cause you think it easy doesn't mean other people think the same way. Okay? Starting to get srsly annoyed with my classmates. Ugh.

And Kamashi's gone! Haii haii. I rmb she used to whack me in soccer. I sucked sooo bad hahah.

:') Good memories of you only leh. Although we weren't that close....Still missing ya! :) Enjoy life in Qatar yo!

Trng today was quite, idkhowtosayit. Odd? Hahah. Yingying from 1I went to nball trials just now. Then Diviya had to do tumbler thing many times hahhaha and she broke mamamoo's tumbler! Stupid dupid. Hahahahh awww but she overcame it, yay her! (: Umm okay so at one point of trng we had to 'whack' the ball at Jiwon and i felt bad so i threw super high so it won't hit her lah! I'd be traumatised too manzxzxs. She has courage zomg. Next wednesday. Our turn. Shit x200.

Then aft trng blahblah, went opp to eat with Glenda, Natasha, Diviya, Sherly, Amanda, Shahfiqah and Tammy. They ate prata i ate cupnoodle. Hahah best. Then halfway Glenda had to go off, so she left me 1/2 of her fries and like, 3/4 of her drink lahh! Free food and drinks, wahahah i'm sucha cheapo. ETERNAL BROKE :(

Ummmm yeah so that's it today?

Hai yo still have to do maths & sci. Will do so at 11pm! :)

Now its my computer time, to make up for the past mug sessions. Whee.

Dearest Jiyong,

Happy 21st. Although i can bet 1mil on this that you won't read it, i still love you. You're one of my sexiest oppa(s). Love your style your voice your groove your everything! Ignore the plagiarism, the hate, and just concentrate on the loveeee cos your fans have your back all the time. Love love!

So now the copyright owner to Flo Rida’s ‘Right Round’ has came out to confirmed that Big Bang GDragon’s solo debut song ‘HeartBreaker’ has committed plagiarism to the former. And now butterfly is said to have plagiarized some other songs as well?

Well seriously I dont really care. All I want to say is that I love ji yong no matter what shit happens. He is awesome. I wonder why people just cant give him a god damned break because he worked so hard to produce this album already. Why cant they see his hard work but pick out what they deem to be his 'flaws' ?! Ridiculous imo.

P/S: Cedar nball's "exclusive" 107 club is funny hahah! EVEN I KNOW THE PASSWORD :P

P/P/S: Arinah challenged me to keep my smses below 293 this month and she will blanja me donuts for the rest of the wk. Hahahhah. OMG super duper hard!

asswipe,

2009-08-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

I don't know you anymore.

You told me, i've changed drastically.

NOW LET ME QUOTE IT BACK.

"You changed drastically,"

O.m.g. Can't i have other friends too?
You accuse me of being w/ them too much and not being with you.

Wtbf! You got other friends too i nvr say anything also what,
You're just being selfish!

And even if I'm with you 24/7 you don't even tell me anything about yourself/your life

You don't keep me updated.

(And im not rly interested)

At least I'm being honest.

You always steal quotes and words from other sources, join it together and make it your own.

You think its so cool and your friends think you're awesome.

But you know, i know, we know,

That you're not.

You're just another...

"wicked bitchwhore"

HAHAHAHAHAH.

I take the words right from your mouth girl.

-pwnage-

saranghae,

2009-08-16T02:50:00.000-07:00

I am like blogging so much hahahahhaaha. Cos im studying with my lappy for music and blogger's my homepage. Hahaha.

STUDY BREAK!!!

Is it possible to love someone you've never ever met, so so much?
Because i've got this crazy feelin' for TOP right in my heart :>
Aaaah it scares me.

I am Sam after EOY :> Mega excited alr. Hahah i know, old show but w-d-v. Lee Min Ho + TOP + Girl from Haru Haru MV = EPIC WIN.

BTW, @iAwesomeYufang has a cool twittername! :)

but you all know i am the awesomest.

gossip man

2009-08-16T01:39:00.000-07:00

Omooo jiyongie bongie's gossip man new release is super infectious tee hee :)) And thanks to Zixin i've been addicted to 2pm songs lately!! Only you, i hate you and again and again. Hahah 2pm songs quite nice! And BEG's Abracadabra is srsly rated [PG] tsktsk! And afika loves the MV, what a cheekopek. SNSD's Genie and T-ara/Tiara(?)'s Lies also nice :) And i know im slow. Thanks ah. But yknow nothing can beat bb :)

I needa break from studying.

So lemme type what i know here :)

Nucleus - controls all the chemical reactions of the cell and contains chromosomes.

Cell Surface Membrane - A partially permeable layer that controls the diffusion of substances moving in and out of the cell.

Cell Wall - A thick layer around the cell (made of cellulose) that supports the cell and gives it a regular shape.

Cytoplasm - A jelly like substance that contains many cell organelles. Many chemical reactions also happen there.

Chloroplast - Contains chlorophyll and traps sunlight and solar energy.

Ribosomes - Found in cytoplasm/attached to surface of the rough endoplasmic reticulum. Synthesizes proteins.

Rough Endoplasmic Reticulum (name so long, for what!?) - Transports synthesized proteins by ribosomes to golgi apparatus.

Smooth Endoplasmic Reticulum - Transports synthesized proteins from rough endoplasmic reticulum to golgi apparatus. Also synthesizes fats and converts harmful substances into harmless ones.

Golgi apparatus - Transports chemically modified materials. Also forms secretory vescicles for releasing of substances.

Centrioles - Helps in respiration in animal cells only.

Mitochondria - Rod shaped found in cytoplasm, helps in release of energy during respiration

Chromosomes - Thread-like (.....)

Aaaah! I can't remember chromosomes wtfzzz. Ok lemme copy from my notes:

Thread like DNA structures that contains info for structure & function of cell. Passed down from generations & is responsible for inherited characteristics of organisms.

Division of labour

- Dividing up the functions of a multicellular organism among its different specialised cells.

kk Transmission of Heat now! When i was reading the TB suddenly i thought of "fire eh eh eh eh eh eh eh" Tsktsk, noisy 2NE1. Hahaha and just now i was listening to 2NE1's cover of Say Goodbye by Chris Brown!! Omg lah, CL's English is damn pro.

-back to real life-

Godddddd, k-pop is not making me do work.

F!!!!

And now haru haru on repeat since 4.40. Now its 4.58. Hahah :P

I asked Mr Chai last wk why we needed to study Maths and Science cos we probably wouldnt need t know the formula of cylinder when we grow up (unless we become carpenters - Diva) and he said, Maths and Science are just subjects you take to get points for O levels. Hahah. Mr Chai also didn't like Maths!! :) Nice to know that.

P/S: My fucken memory card got reformatted. F, again. Thanks ah father, anyhow touch touch then boom! I was damn pissed and kept yelling and to one point -crying!- cos my photos...and music...and bb pics i panistakingly transferred and sent, the vids of Glenda Diviya and the nballers at Tamp...all gone ): But now i've chilled. Hahah. I still love you dad.

the sacrifices i did to make you proud,

2009-08-15T07:31:00.000-07:00

:( I feel depressed suddenly after watching this video. This isn't what a person his age should go through. This just shows the sacrifices he did to make bb and his hyungs proud :'( SEUNGRI HWAITING! FTW manz.

Love those eyes. I think this photo looks better than the ones realeased earlier cuz it looks more human. Okay, I can see the GD in this :> I can feel him through his eyes.

ps: will blog tomorrow about today. Am leaving my baby's pic up here for the whole world to admire/ogle/drool/get jealous/love/appreciate/scream/go crazy at! Am loving jiyong!

And speaking of which, i gotta go continue studying mitochondria(s). Hah. To make my parents proud :)

P/s: New skin. Can't stand the wideness of the previous one, hehehe.

do you even remember,

2009-08-12T05:06:00.000-07:00

I just realised that me and Marissa would accidentally wear the same/similar clothes everytime we go out lor!

Hahaha. I loved my pink shirt.

Ok study time.
Oh, and Happy (belated) b'day aisyah. Proper post for you tmr or smt.
---

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
About me

I just lost something very special to me. F that bus 359.
Ugh. :'( I'm sorry, T. I really loved it.

and i suddenly remembered,

2009-08-09T07:47:00.000-07:00

your voice, over the phone at 1 in the morning,

telling me to cheer up and have fun,

now it's all gone,

you've changed so much,

from becoming the guy i love,

to the guy i don't know.

where'd you go?

let's be nothing, i heard it lasts forever.

2009-08-09T06:20:00.001-07:00

HAHAHAH omg i am smirking to myself...

you make it sound as if you and him were so close but in reality he's freaked out that you're acting all buddy-buddy with him!! omg gayn00b funny.

nadhrah call me againz pls,

i need to tell u something funny!

/fangirl moment

and nah, here's a bigass photo of bb for your viewing pleasure.

GD look abit like Kim Jeong Hoon in this pic. Cuteass (:

and another one..

G-ri together, in almost all of the photos for the ldf photoshoot. omg so sweet can get nosebleed.

And i just might as well add in DS+SR photoshoot pic cuz it looks cute. :) GRI rocks whee whee (Y)(Y)

and allkpop is addictive! ugh. h8 you sarah for intro-ing to me!! gahhhhhhhh

BB at the amusement park:

1) More g-ri love!!

2) TOP acting like a kiddo,"I want more ice-cream!"

3) Their cuteness, omooooo~

4) Did i mention g-ri??

OMOOO KWON JIYONG WHY ARE YOU SO CUTEEEEEE

/fangirl moment over

I AM HAPPY TODAY.

back to studying! (:

omg, i totally didn't mean for this to be a bbfangirl post...but i was distracted T.T
sorryyyy x9283^28!!

pictures of you,

2009-08-07T08:29:00.000-07:00

Tdy's National Day was quite high lah. Zzzz but still, quite boring overall. Anw, after school went to T1 with Glenda, Natasha, Diviya and Sarah. Then, (kak)Nisa and (kak)Fitriah were also heading there to meet A so we decided to tag along. Umm yeah so basically when we met A it was awkward.....uh nvm i scared if he reads my blog :S so shall not elaborate. Wait but let me add one last thing

HE WAS TOTALLY HITTING ON DIVIYA HAHAHHAHAHA

and me and Glenda were laughing our heads off :)

Halfway kak Nisa had t meet her bf and kak Fitriah had to go...off to meet some buddy(?) person or something so left nballers + A. Awwwwkkkward! And we only met A for the first time on that day and he was alr chatting like we dah kenal lama. Haha. He may be..odd, but he's quite friendly lah. That's all I can say (:

Had fun tdy! Thanks girls :D (ummm..+1 guy?)

Anw. Was reading my old (p6) blog and i re-read my blog again.

Manzzz i went thru alot of shit, but still i survived the hurt the crushing pain the tears...!

Never give up! Ooohh i sound Jkok-ish hahah not a bad thing, not a bad thing. Very motivational!

From my old p6 blog:

Hit replay on relapse,
Repeat the heart bleed,
Slow down on the heart beat.

Title? Emotionally dead.
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Still hurts.

again and again;

2009-08-05T06:16:00.000-07:00

stalk me at plurk! (: @plurk:asyikin

not in the blogging mood, im sorry.

trng tday was so-so,

i think its cause the laughingpills didn't come, Eriko & Natalie ):

and when i think things are getting better, it starts all over again.

im nearly going crazy doing tammy wammy's gift ajedljsblsbiosb!!!

btw: grats Shiying on the 1st position for javelin!(L)

now i know,

2009-08-01T07:51:00.000-07:00

listening to: I dont care - 2NE1

mood: sleeepy

\m/

I think this picture is by far one of the most happiest and natural pictures ever,

:')

k 1.38pm now. i did nothing productive online today besides going online and uploading pics. ):
shall now screw up my CTs anym, studying tmr! watched BOF abit on channel U but i found it xxtremely weird cos of the dual sound and the weird chinesey voice so change channel and watch Crimewatch, v. fascinating hahah and the JI leader thingy's name is Noordin TOP! Hahaha TOP!!! (k nvm if you dont get it) Like BB TOP! Hahaha omg funnnaye.

I don't care by 2NE1's v addictive and v diff from Fire, i must say (:

Changed my blogsong again. Ok 1.41am, slept 5 hrs only ~~today~~yst so i'm a sleep-deprived monster :D

Team tee, anyone? (:

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“I never did. I was always Big Bang’s stupid, dispensable, not-as-good-as-Jiyong, nearly-didn’t-make-it maknae and it made me so sick I could throw up.”

AWWW SEUNGRI!

you got the boom boom boom

2009-07-31T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hello world! Heheheheeee just now was Express Yourself Day and what i was wearing didn't really expressed myself...so whutevers. Hahaha. Omg lah everyone rly took the effort to dress up, and they all look so hawt especially the upper secs :) Hahahaa! I just wore a pink top, vest and jeans. Hahaha i shall take the effort to dress up more nxt year 8D

Then sprayed hair and blabla, haha omg my vest was stained PINK okay so i hurriedly went to the toilet and i saw..whoa. Barnyard people, Prom people, even TELETUBBIES people ok :O Damn coolio. Hahah :D Then during comm. singing...

1/2 of 1O was superrr bonded can! Umm, Parvathi Diva Brenda Asyikin Nabilah Evangeline Chelsea WanYi Poorani EnChing Skye ummmm i cant rmb lah but we were like hugging and super bonding with each other!!! YAY (1/2) of 1O :) The other half, dont even mention lah -'-" So un-enthu, its rly annoying. Sheesh.

Saw Sarah, Natasha, Amanda and Tammy! :) One look at Sarah's hair and i instantly knew that she was dressing up as 2NE1's Dara. Coconut Boomerang! And Tammy was with her cute pigtails and DIY necklace from the anti-drug thingy omg so kewt. Natasha was v pretty also and Amanda omg super chiooo with the motorbike-y jacket and eyeliner mascara and her hooot HAIR! Hahaha :D

Aft school was NETBALL TRNG!!! Hahahah b4 that i waited for loser Natalie outside her class omg btw she was wearing this pretty dress look like Topshop but idk if its from Topshop ah :S Hahahaha. Then 1/O's purple+pink+blue hairspray still got alot left so we went on a hairspray spree omg you guys should look at our hairrrr! (:
CEDAR NETBALL'S TH (L)!

~~Natalie & Glenda! Pictures pleeeeease? :D~~

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All pics uploaded to fbook! And for the sake of people who don't use it (aka Sinyee!) I shall upload it here!
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Soon. Blogger's annoying.

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oh i was so wrong, i can't live without you

2009-07-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

"without you i'll be miserable at best,"

training yesterday was awesome, only the sec ones came yayyyy :D
i think the sec ones are super bonded alr. hehe.

anw today was the informal "revealing-day" and my angel was..

DIVIYA ZOMGZZZXSFDC

totally unexpected lah! hahah anw yay (:

today was boring, except P and D entertained me with the "Would You Rather?" game. :B

let me end of with my dearest seungri & top oppa.

xxxx

24/7, you are my heaven

2009-07-25T06:33:00.001-07:00

Kwon Jiyong you may have center-parted-with-headband-weirdo hair (for now) and that i may miss your half-spiked hair,

But i still heart you! (:
TEE HEE.

does it take your breath away?
you're in ruins.

tonight i've fallen and i can't get up

2009-07-25T02:40:00.000-07:00

Today's DSA trials was......odd.
Very fast! & We took a grand total of,
1 photo. And idkwhy i always type 'trials' as 'trails'!
:/

CTs are coming! ):
I hereby give you people permission to scold me if you see my blog or on my MSN.
Raaaaawr.

STUPID NUTALEE GO SAY I SAY SWIEEN GOT SEXY BUTT WTFZZ!!
STUPID OBAMA U GO JB LAH! Hahahahah :)

SHAHFIQAH BOUGHT NEW TENNIS SHOES!
ALL HAIL! :)

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Omg funnnnnnyyyyyyy!
Big Bang Coffee Prince/BOF Parody!

Click here and here to watch the BOF parody (:
Hahahah Coffee Prince one damn funny, they're all gays hee hee.
Love the part where Seungri and Daesung just pops up singing :P

The BOF one, omg girly Daesung with pigtails omg priceless!
TOP looks mad hotter than Junpyo/Tsukasa caaaaaaaaaaaaan and when everytime TOP says
"Shit!" after every kiss just cracks me up and Seungri as Jihooo rockssss
TOP with semi curly hair, aaahhh hotness (:

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its 11:11

2009-07-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

kwon ji yong (:

are you thinking of me now?

blue grass is cooler than green grass Arinah!

2009-07-21T07:45:00.000-07:00

Today was funny. MASA turned up in a Middle East Outfit. Like a dress. Imagine.
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Done imagining?
Heeeeeeeeheeeeee funny.
Ok anw moving on,
Rushed my IPW tdy :) Last min work rocks lah. Heeheee just now chatted with Natalie A. Einstein, she claims i have crap cells! :p She secretly wants moles of friendship, don't lie lah.

Then now chatting with my green grass Arinah! We set up company you know. A&A is for manufacturing harry potter spects. Then GAAA is for anything grass-y. Got grass armpit spray you know. Btw she's green grass and i'm blue grass :) Wheeeeeeeeee!

cedar netball team

2009-07-20T04:21:00.000-07:00

Today's training was HELL. We had to play some court game and for each time we lost possession we have to run and we run more than 20 times (for first half only!) . Didn't eat for lunch and recess. Sun was insanely bright everyone looked like they were going to die. Seriously. Then the seniors started running with us for motivation and encouragement, even though they don't have to. They ran almost all with us. Mingzhen and Ainsley ran ard the court 11 times for us. Thanks lots guys. Was subbed in the second half cannot take it, d-e-a-d.

I will improve my game.
Watch and see.
MUST CAN WILL! :D

CIP for DSA on Sat.
Can skip tuition + madrasah.
Happyyyy!

one-one-six

2009-07-18T13:07:00.000-07:00

116th post (:
I was bored so i youtubed and just randomly typed 'Princess Hours'

I used to be super addicted to that show can, primary 5!

Reminds me how fast time flies.

Fuckkkking fast.

EOY's are coming.

Im gonna mug kk must pass with flying rockets!

you ask me questions you already know

2009-07-17T08:43:00.000-07:00

"Do you know what you're fighting for, when it's not worth dying for?"

Updated blogsong and profile.

Can't wait for Express Yourself day.

Pink highlights + geek spects :)

BLG's Love Drunk & The Final Riot= I wanttttttt!

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Sarah.k's online! Yay can babat-talk with her :B She keeps me entertained.
Hahahaha i know too many Sarah(s), Amira(s) and
Nabilah(s). K = Ketot :D

two faced

2009-07-16T06:36:00.001-07:00

Omg f you big time.

Please,
You know we always fight, where we both think that its normal but we end up getting highly agitated and irritated? Well i know and you know deep inside you're pissed and i'm pissed, no need to hide right? HA FREAKING HA. You say xxx's a bitch and etc etc but deep inside you know you can't lose her friendship. If you can bitch abt her you can bitch abt anyone - including me. I. Dont. Trust. You.

Just,
get away
from me
GET LOST!

Parvathi scared me today.
Get well sooooon! Lurve you x10000 power of 424.

Natalie no need tell me alr!
I found out who got it (:
Heee heee heee heeee

Natasha is veh cute lah
Flying kiss to me to fly kiss to her.
Hahahhahah loser!

kk baibai, stupid lit project due tmrwzxzxzss
I DONT LIKE ENGLISH TEACHERS, my sleeeeeeeping pill :)

ihateyousoverymuchtyvm

2009-07-14T04:13:00.000-07:00

A few days ago we got a free netbook and its sitting prettily in my room. Its damn slow (I detest IE) so i downloaded MFF (which made it worse) and my last resort was Google Chrome and surprisingly it worked like 99840872384x faster :O Heheheh.

Training next week.

I want it but sorta dread it, its been donkeeeey years since I ACTUALLY PLAYED NETBALL :/

Mon 3-5pm Jkok,

Wed 2-5pm Weili

Fri 2-3.30pm Ms Chng

Should be okay lah, i guess...?

Sometimes, I feel like i'm never truly happy.

let's have some fun this beat is sick,

2009-07-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

Random: I wanna go gaga's concert but confirm chop + guarantee cannot go one lah, :(
Oh wellz.
I got alot to blog.
Lost my usb cable again, fucking awesome
Nadhrah please lend me your cable, thx to the power of infinity

(Today)
Tuition was shitzzz the only +ve(hahah MATHS) about it was zayanah and she told me about XXXXXXXXXXX. Well its boys, immatureeee whaddya expect. Hah nvm. Cheer up :) (if you're sad. Hahah, you don't look like it) Then madrasah, loser freakass bean hate hate madrasah, my sole point is to meet naboob the second and mmr + nani + nakiah and khairiah and rafidah huhu. Speaking of which we found out what CCA Harun is in! ~~Chess Club~~ Red Cross mua-freaking-ha. So i kept on doing the ambulance sound over again. Hahah :b
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My sister just came back from ndp show. Hahaha loser bean, halfway it rained and she told me
only got like 3 fireworks. Sad! And the goodie bag look like some cheapo-market-handbag haha
whaddup with the colour? Such an ugly blue! Hahah when i was p5 the bag thingy was super stupid lah, some zip zip thingy, worst of all ppl start wearing it to school, cheapo x100. Hah like i very rich like that uh.

Yesterday!

Scary but not too scary enough.
Kept screaming for fun :)
Shahf + Natalie + Diva + Sarah + Nabilah + Amanda C + Brenda = loveeeees
I'm watching too much movies! Tsk.
$$$$$$$$$$$
I need $$$$$$$$$$$$$
I want to cry EVEN MY TEARS WANT TO CRY!!!

Aisyah -
never forgotten
never once never had never will
this i promise you

the murder artist

2009-07-08T03:15:00.000-07:00

Hihihi people :D
I hate my blogskin tsk tsk. Will upload it to blogskins or something cos i'm darn
sick of it hehhhhhe. Anyway, today's recess damn funny! :p

Eriko, Yujun and Natalie were at court training. Me and Shahf went to sit with Diviyaaaa the scandal and Natasha and Tammy and Sarah and Amanda. Kept on laughing till my stomach pain, then now i forgot what we were laughing about hur hur. Natasha was scared of this insignificant bird. Lol(: Anyway, then suddenly Eriko and Natalie came to the table and said that Sarine stole the Netball hahhahaha then they saw her and ran, whereas the rest of us kept on screaming at Sarine from our table. 8) Then suddenly idk what Natalie said Yujun was crying and needed the ball or something. Hahahah super stupid nehneh. Netballers :D

Then aft school 31-ed, stopped at TK supposed to wait for Aisyah the nehneh but she didn't come!!!! Hahaha nvm. Went to Amanda's house frawhile with Nabilah Shahfiqah and Natalie.
Then me and Nat wanted to go home, so walked to Katong Mall, took 12, stopped at Tamp East and took 39 home end of story :D

I feel happpppppyyyy today :)

Teen Expressions Workshop organised by Jurong Regional Library
Jurong Regional Library needs volunteers as facilitators or group leaders (aged 13-19 yrs old) to assist in the Teen Expressions Workshop. You will need to render your assistance to the librarians who organize the program. There will be Games, Prizes & Chit-chat. Talk about issues that interest teens. Please be in appropriate attire (Smart casual eg: T-shirt and Jeans. Covered shoes are compulsory No sleeveless, No Slippers or Sandals; No shorts). For further queries, please contact Officer-in-charge.

We are doing this for IPW omg omg.
WHAT TO SAY LEH?

2009-07-05T08:15:00.000-07:00

I love keith very very very much :)
My crappy partner who can crap about pineapple nipples to me :D

I say:
attached, bf/gf, STEAD
KEITH ;D- you are a great person. did you know? says:
i thought she would be attached to a girl
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
i noticed my nick changes every 5 seconds
I say:
hahhaha
I say:
his name is zobxxasdddneep(name changed) or something
I say:
reminds me of dont peep
I say:
and nipples
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
nipples?
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
oh
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
dont peep at my nipples
I say:
hahhaha
I say:
when they get married
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
dontpeepanipples must be his name
I say:
eh zobxxaskjsjnneep! dont peep! at my nipples!
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
peepanipples will be our code for him
I say:
hahahha
I say:
eh, has anyone peepanipple today
I say:
pineapple
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
pineapple!!!!!!!!!!!
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
LOLOLOLOL
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
omg im laughing like crazy nw
I say:
you know when we finally! have a 6a reunion or sth
I say:
then we order pizza
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
okay, so its pineapple nipples
I say:
then if she orders pineapple
I say:
im gonna die laughing
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
HAWAIIAN!
I say:
then that nippleguy arrives on a pizza
I say:
hahahah yeah!!!!
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
omg, actually we shouldnt be so bad.
KEITH ;D- it seems like there is a person after all says:
it wasnt his fault that she threw herself all over him

Red = Me, Black = Him.
:)

21 guns

2009-07-03T06:19:00.000-07:00

Omg (Y)(Y)(Y)
I am super happy tdy!(:

Watched..

Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen!

I super love that movie hahahaha :D Didn't plan to watch actually. Since stupid Naboob
went to meet her friends me and Shahf were bored and suddenly wanted to watch Transformers. Blanja-ed Shahf cos i felt nice just now :D Then suddenly we had to peeee.
But then we sat next to an old malay couple (watching transformers!) so very hard to move and stuff. So had to control the pee which really affected HER (not mine) attention to the movie.
I of course was very attentive hahah^^ I usually dont like this kinda movies but surprisingly
it was rl nicenice! Optimus Prime and Bumblebee are two kind robots but the autobot i love most is the "Yo, nigga" autobot. The green and red ones. Remind me of step cool autobot-mats. Hahaha :) Then movie ended at 6.30 (We watched 3.50pm movie) :O So rushed home.

I, being the very thoughtful one decided to take MRT cos

1) It was faster
2) Bus 3, 81 and 39 are pms buses. SO IRREGULAR
3) Trains are cooler

Took the 6.40 train and reached home at 7 promptly :D In the bus Brenda called. Missed talking to her otp. It was nice (:

I love Diva and Parvathi and Poorani and Nabilah! My bj partners in crime :DD

xo,
Asyikin

irreplaceable

2009-07-02T08:27:00.000-07:00

Today:
1) brislin was vvvv. nice
2) had fun at english
3) craving for potato chip
4) done a bit of studying!
5) feels like running
6) missed 23 so we went to slack at the overhead bridge
7) counted the number of red cars
8) didn't notice the next 23 coming so had to run like siao
9) slept during the whole period for history
10) they were talking about pokemon
11) parvathi's back from vomitland
12) proclaimed that tdy was 'go home and sleep day'
13) happens once in a while
14) reached home earliest (4pm) this wk and went immediately to zzzzZZZzz
15) having trouble sleeping now
16) OMG 11:22:33 just passed. how cute